kittycats

when we are apart

2011-06-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

When we are apart, it breaks my heart. Eceh ayat!

He was away outstation over the weekend for 3 days. At first mcm nak ikut, tapi bila fikir2 bosan plak sorang2 kat kuching tu. Like that day only 1 day kat Alor sStar ok la.So I decided to balik Melaka jer after sending him to the airport. The feeling was awkward of course. I can't remember when was the last time he wasn't around me for so long [yes I know, I kecoh kan... 3 hari lame ke?]

Pelik especially malam2 nak tido.

I have to angkat kipas from the hall to standby nanti tgh mlm nak off aircond sebab sejuk sgt tak tahan aircond sampai pagi. Umah Melaka punya aircond kalau on sampai pagi boleh jadi air batu! Baru tahu stand fan yg tinggi tu berat!

Kena cari stokin and pakai sendiri before tido

Terasa katil sgt luas and terpaksa tido stretch, kangkang besar2 buat2 snow fairy sebab takut ade mende lain plak kat empty space tu. Letak bantal byk2. Abah dah offer soh tido ngn Mama, control macho ckp takpe!

Takde orang pelok2. Takde Beebob and Chuey dtg menyemak masukkan ekor dlm hidung

Sgt senyap. dengar bunyi aircond jer. Takde orang berdengkur kuat! [bile ade dengkuran, memekak, bile takde, pelik plak]

Takde org nak borak2 sesi mengumpat before tido.

During day time, tak terasa sgt sebab normally masing2 buat hal sendiri. I'll lepak or go out with Wani, he will main game or internet ngn Shidan or edit gambar kat hall depan or depan tv sampai lebam. Just takdelah sesi gaduh2 jerit2 depan tv. Aman sket umah Mama. Hehe

For me skali-skala being apart is good. We tend to be more appreciative and rindu2. He calls me like 4 times a day, bbm and reply my fb status! Biasanya, kalu x outstation, call or bbm bersebab. Sebab nak balik lambat, sebab nak gi training paintball.... hehe

Masuk jer kereta when I fetch him kat airport dah dapat french kiss and pegang2 tangan. hehee... sampai hari ni effect dia ok! kat dapur nak frenchie, dpn tv nak frenchie, tido pelok2 sampai xleh napas! Plus I got cats stuff from Kuching. I suke lahh!

This weekend my turn plak to be away to JB. Nampak gayanye, kissing and hugging memanjang la ni!

This June and July, almost every weekend away from home. Letih ok! Kesin kekucing tinggal ngn uncle Ayie.

Ok tetiba tet*k sakit plak! bye for now I wanna sleep. -xoxo-

date night at home je

2011-06-01T13:27:00.004+08:00

Macam ni cerita dia. This week I tak drive to work sbb dakdek nyer kereta rosak, so dia pakai kereta. I pon jadi mem besar lahh gi keje orang amek, balik kerja laki I amek. So after he fetch me, we decided to go dating, to hav early dinner sbb I need to finish my work later that night. Dapat dating, lepak2 kejap jadilah. Lagipon dah lama tak lepak dating berduaan.

So we singgah kat Sunway Giza je otw back from work. He wanted to eat lamb kat Fullhouse. So feeling2 romantic comel lahh kat Fullhouse yg mmg comel2 tu. About 15 mins browsing the menu [that’s me lahh kan. So hard to make decision what to eat] the waiter came and we ordered the food. WHATT???? Lamb takder? Ok time tu habang dah merah padam [nmpk sgt merah padam walaupon habang I itam manis sbb habang sgt pissed off] then I asked him to order chicken. Dia tidak mahu. Chicken bowring dia kate. Sebab frust takde lamb, kitorg pon blah camtu jer…...

I memang cannot tahan looking at his muke seposen craving nak makan ape2. So, I pon offer to cook for dinner that night. Sayang I ckp, takpelaaa dia boleh mkn ape2 jer. Tak payah susah2 I nak masak sebab I have to continue working that night [dgn nada suara kesian dan menaruh harapan]

I said ‘ehh takpe, I masak kejap jer. Bukannye susah pon buat grilled lamb tuh’

Lepas ayat2 manis tu kuar from my mulut, baru sedar…ohhh memanglahh kena bersilat kat dapor kejap lagi ni nak masak ngn nak buat keje. Sebab mulut badan binase kan! Kalah betul kalau laki cakap nak makan ni. I pasti buat walaupon nak angkat tangan pon tak larat!

So we pergilah village grocer cari lamb shoulder. Woahh mmg eksaited kat village grocer sbb byk barang2 yg I suke. The lamb there is so fresh. Variety of veges and fresh fruits too! Village grocer memang my fav place to shop for groceries.

He was so happy that night dapat makan lamb. He prepared the table for us with candles tau! Sape kate tak boleh dating2 dinner2 romantik2 kat umah! For us, we take every single chance to spend quality time together even on my busiest time of the month!

grilled lamb shoulder with potato salad and grilled french beans. air: ribena!

Our dinner date at home. Taklahh sehebat makan kat fancy restaurant or 5 star hotel. But I treasure the time together and he treasure my cooking so much. Plus, our cats are around. kalau gi hotel boleh plak bawak kuceng kan!!!

Lepas makan. I continue working sampai lebam *pengsan*

apeku buat malam2

2011-05-30T21:43:00.004+08:00

One of my married friends tanya, what I do after work at home with my husband. Hehe aku wanita biasa jer….but one thing I must make sure I prepare something for our dinner. Nak tackle husband, tackle perot dia ok! heheheeee tgklah perot husband I! mantapp!!

6.00 lebih gitu I reached home. Owh before balik, I call him to keluarkan ape2 yg patut utk defrost. Chicken, meat, sotong, udang, etc lahh depends ape ade dlm fridge and ape nak masak. Sampai jer umah, I tukar baju, gesel2 gatal2 kacau2 sayang I until he got irritated. Heheeee… tanya - u sayang i? banyak mane? I gemok tak? Perot I kecik ke besau? Kiss perot I pls…. sampai dah tak larat nak tanya dahhhh

7.00 tetonggok depan tv tgk drama petang sambil bukak laptop reply email, continue working sket2. sambil2 cari idea nak masak ape.

7.30 halfway tgk drama, kalau nak makan nasik, masak nasik siap2. sambung melangut depan tv tak mandi, tak ape.

8.00 baru tekedek2 nak mandi and berebut2 nak smayang maghrib [jgn ikut perangai akak smayang maghrib lambat keh]

8.30 camtu baru bersilat kat dapur masak. Menu depends on mood and request of the day

kalau malas, and just ade chicken and sket sayur2 I buat sandwich jer

Kalau rajin sket, and ade bahan2, I masak beehun sup with chicken and fucuck

kalau rajen banyak sket, I masak nasik lengkap ngn lauk2

kalau rajen sgt, siap google resipi, I try something new like pan mee dry with mince chicken and fried anchovies lengkap ngn sup ayam!

900pm siap masak. Ye saya masak mmg laju. Sampai nak tebalik dapur kekadang. Makan sambil tgk tv.
Mon: American pickers / Juvana
Tues: Glee
Wed: CSI
Thurs: citer antu apetah kat tv3 [if he’s around]. If not main tukar2 channel
Fri: tak sure sbb mlm selalu kuar dating2 merayap. Heheheee

By 10pm, mmg sah2 depan tv layan jer ape2 cerita kat tv3 or astro or layan movie download. Ye kitorg agak jarang tgk movie kat wayang sbb laki I download jer semua movie sejak pakai Unifi ni. Mmg berbaloi! Owhh yer, tgk tv sambil layan fb, twitter and buat keje sikit2 kalau ade

By 12 dah ngantuk. So tido! owh sebelom tido jgn lupe basuh kaki and smayang Isya'. Lu ingat wa nak ckp ape sebelum tido? hehehe adelahh beberape malam yg ade additional aktiviti malam2. Pahala uols!

ok itulah kesah hidup saya kat umah pada hari2 bekerja. Hari minggu nantilah entry lain! -xoxo-

superwoman?!

2011-05-29T23:31:00.002+08:00

Not really layak kot nak bagi gelaran kat diri sendiri as a superwoman. But I am really satisfied with what I can do to myself and my little family. I should not complaint more. I am happy enough with my life now. With more demanding work everyday, limited quality time with my love at home, limited time with my parents and sibling during weekends, limited time to spend with friends and too limited time for myself, I still manage to divide my time between all and try to make everybody happy. I Ensure I make myself happy first. Happy me can make everybody and everything happy.

I would trade anything to be with my husband and my cats. Every single chance that I get to work form home, work remotely from a hotel on a vacation, from anywhere, anytime, I would grab it. Juggling between replying emails, cooking and doing the laundry is so much fun! At least I try to make it as fun as possible. With my laptop next to the stove, sometimes I have pastas on my keyboard! I am lucky to have people around me that really understand my career and I am glad to work in a company that is so flexible. I am grateful for the increment recently and looking forward for the promotion soon. Its all hard work plus doa and support from my husband, family and friends. Alhamdulillah.

Currently, I am trying to stay positive and keep away all the negative thoughts. Being positive and enjoying my life. Being positive even I got negative results every month on my pregnancy. Being positive even I don’t feel like working, just wanted to stretch out in bed and doing nothing. Being positive even I have few credit cards to settle :)

I praise to Allah for all the rezeki and happiness in my life. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Suddenly I feel the entry is so serious. Why so serious ehh! Heheeee…. Good nite sweet dreams all!

Till I blog again! -xoxo-

Happy 2nd Birthday Ariana Arissa!

2011-05-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

Small private party for our baby angel held at PNB Darby Park

Happy Birthday A.A! We love you so muchie muchie!!

my 2 sweethearts

2011-04-08T22:35:00.003+08:00

2 budak sangat comel tak boleh tahan!

ahh otak jemm camni!

2011-03-23T19:42:00.004+08:00

Sgt jem otak. Its been so long I didn’t stay long in the office.

For months after the surgery, 5.30pm sharp I cabut and continue working from home. Lebih mesra gitu, kerja disamping suami dan anak2 kuceng. My boss pon ok because of my health condition kan. Sakit perot kat tempat jahit lah, sakit kat dalam perotlah, sakit pinggang lah. Macam2 alasan. It’s ok, my boss is cool about it. Janji keje wa siap sudehh!

Now, while waiting for ade orang tu shooting hartis kat KL, I terpakse lahh meng-jem kan otak kat office siapkan keje2 yang melambak. Ppl are getting home one by one slowly around me. Ok sekarang adalah sedikit takut sebab x ramai orang kat office! Sayang! Sepatlahh!

Oh yes, btw, I am loving my new workstation so much. A bit isolated and privacy. Tapi quite far from pantry and toilet. Agak letih ok jln ngn heels from pantry sambil bawak my flask of warm water to my new workstation. Mane nak control sexy, mane nak lenggok2 lagi, mane nak beramas mesra saying hi, good morning how are u today [sometimes agak plastic ucapan hi good morning itu sbb actually x de mood sgt nak becakap pagi2 sbb still mamai ngn ngantuks!] ohh sambung, mane nak elak carpet tak rata lagi so that tak tepelecok ngn heels pagi2 bute! Besides control jln lenggang lenggok, in my brain normally thinking what to eat for lunch! Haiihh baru masuk office 10 menet dah pikir nak makan!

Eh ehhh why laaa suddenly this entry jadi lain intipati dia. I actually wanted to tell that I dah jemm lama2 kat office ni. Abaikan, entry merapek sebenarnya nak mengisi masa lapang sambil tunggu budak gemok botak amik i!

Bilelah Wendy nak baik ni. Takyah susahkan org hantar-amik balik keje! I miss you Wendy! Last update from the workshop, they already started with the repairing. Adjuster dah settle buat evaluation. There goes my NCB! siap duit jelah for next near nye roadtax and insurance!

Ok sudah laaa dgn kemerapekan for today. I wanna google for the best beef chili recipe. Makan ngn crusty bread layan dowh cuaca sejuk2 ni! I can buy lots of beef and vegetable now because I got my new fridge alreadyyyyyy! Yeeeha!

Dah baibai! Going to jusco for groceries jap!

tempat cari rezeki ;)

ahhh! productive weekend!

2011-03-20T23:37:00.008+08:00

Weekend yg rajen.

Managed to lipat ALL baju2 yg bersepah2 in the 3rd room
Basuh 4 round baju, including yg pakai gi Tioman arituuuuu!
Vacuum the ENTIRE flat including kitchen
Cuci and sental kitchen yg greasy. Yucks!
Cuci both bathrooms

And, paling berbangga adalah mengemas our giant wardrobe! Tak sanggup membayangkan keadaannya before kemas. Everything was tangled up especially the undies, bras, spaghetti, singlet and boxers! Nak cari matching g-string kena punggah, korek2 dlm drawer and sometimes boleh jadi hangen satu badan, ended up pakai je bra kaler putih, g-string kaler pink. Hoh tak stim langsung!

tengok below pics at ur own risk ok!

hope ade orang bagi compliment cenggini: rajen bini i.

instead org tu ckp: i nak tgk sampai bile. paling2 1 week? chess!

*kiri skali: undies besar, next to it: all the Gs and bras. susun cam kat jusco!

kepada tuan punye drawer: amik boxer pelan2. do not let all the socks out form the stripe box ok!

kepada tuan punye shelf: amik t-shirt elok2. jgn kembur2 sepah2. kalau tak jadi pakai, lipat balik, logo/printed facing up!

my shelf. tak muat, ade lagi 2 kotak kat shelf bawah ;)

to the jerseys owner: amik jersey, pls DO NOT leave the hanger there! letak dlm bilik belakang pls! slalu cari hanger tak jumpe sbb belonggok kat sini!

***Bangge juge sebab rajin update blog! I am a better person now muahahahhaha!

***Owh sangat happy juge sbb dah beli fridge baru! Tuesday sampai! later i update the brand hokey! good nite and happy monday y'alls!

Owh my new big fridge G!

2011-03-18T14:36:00.007+08:00

I am really happy to have frens and family that love me so much! Guess what? After more than a week of waiting for my bday cake, they all made a surprise just now!

Konon2 lahh nak lepak mkn belakang pasar. I was about not to join because I have to attend a call at 9pm. But they all sgt beriya2 even my ex-office mate also came to join us. Even ayie suddenly called and tanya I kat mane and wanted to join lepak blakang pasar! Seriously, I didn’t expect it ok! I thought the cake is a left over cake from the office for us to habeskan sambil lepak2. Then they started to bring out the candle and nyalakan! Oh my God! Imagine suasana ujan2 gerimis kat blakang pasar yg agak ramai orang itteww! I only realized that the cake is really for me when Yangyang keluarkan kamera besau to snap2 pic. I was like owh this is really happening! I know I was so blur. Biase lahh! ngeeee~ They all started lah buat citer sedih, tak mampu nak bagi hadiah bagai. Just a small cake to celebrate! I ok jer dan sgt terharu, at least they remember to celebrate my bday and maybe everybody was so busy that's why the celebration got delayed.

Tetiber mizi bwk kuar tin biskut yg berlabel and passed it to me and they all gelak2 and got closer to take picture with. I felt like a star celebrity ok! They forced me to open the can! Oh my! Inside got money! Cash! A lot of 50 bucks, few 10 buck notes and beberape keeping coins. I got stunned and speehless. Air mata terharu dropped beberape titis, tangan sejuk2, and I was sweating all over! Excited, terharu, gembira! All this while they’ve been collecting the cash for my fridge y’all! I am so gonna get that big Panasonic fridge over the weekend! I am so happy and speechless! My dream to get a fridge for my bday tercapai! Thank you SO MUCH to all yang bersusah payah mengikat perot [according to them la kan…] demi fridge besauu I! Tks to Miji as the ketua mengumpulkan dana peti sejukk mak!

Million tks to all! I love you all so much from the bottom of my heart [even kalau I x dapat fridge pon I love all ok!] so with this, I am inviting all of my sayangs to my crib this coming Friday night for makan2 ice-cream sempena meraikan fridge baru y’alls!

wakil rakyat yg prihatin menubuhkan tabung bencana peti ais. tks babe!

seriously, I was speechless. kasih sayang keluarga dan kawan2 inside the can!

ok ok kite kire duits!

kachingggg! lets get that fridge bebeh! ;)

Thanks again from the very bottom of my heart! You are the best! You made my dream come true!

*pintu fridge umah I sentiasa terbuke for all. sile2 lah datang selalu! ;)

Xoxo,
Yan

happy bday to me!

2011-03-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

Ok it’s a lame excuse. Busy all the way! Its actually Facebook and Twitter! Both can be updated on the go, just like that, mobile! Blogging is a bit tedious nowadays. Haha excuses lagi.

I wanna wish myself happy 32nd birthday! like last year, we went to Tioman for my birthday trip. We nearly cancelled the trip. Wendy skidded and flew to the other side of the road near Kluang Kahang! Alhamdullillah everyone is safe! See Yang, I got my points ok everytime I membebel! Pls, next time, tolong ikut ckp i! Whatever it is, I am thankful we are safe and can still be together happily!

Despite all the peristiwa accident dan sebagainya, we had fun to the max in Tioman. I was so high, I could see stars and fireworks 2 nights in a row! Hiks! ;)

I got an early birthday present from him this year. After months of trying to force me switching to BB, finally! Now I can no longer video calling my monkey! Lucky she’s so bijak and kuat bercakap, we just voice call jer now!

As for the birthday celebration, there’s none. Not even a cake. Sebab I gatal, they all wanted to get me a cake, but I refused dengan harapan, duit2 membeli cake boleh digantikan dengan sebijik peti ais! Yes, I want a fridge for my 32nd birthday! at first, I dream of a good powerful hairdryer, but when I dream, I dream BIG! I want that Panasonic Fridge! With advanced Inverter technology , 5-star energy saving rating. Tapi sampai sekarang tak nampak batang idung, adelah sedikit hampe! Its ok, orang tamak selalu untung. Kite tunggu lagi. I am confident you all love me and I will get my fridge! I’ll throw an ice-cream party kalau I dapat fridge besau tu ok!

I also got to hear some good news just after my birthday. It’s all hardwork bebeh! Insya-Allah, the 4 years of hard work siang malam akan mendatangkan hasil yang lumayann! Alhamdullillah syukur!

Ok that’s about it this time. if I got time, I will try to find time again. nites and daaa!

Long new year weekend

2011-01-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

It was quite surprising; on the last day of the year, work was not that hectic. Normally during year end closing, every single dept, everyone will be crazy chasing the revenue. I guess the business is not that good for 2010…. But I hope not lahh kan! I want my bonus to settle all my hutang2 lapuk and buy stuff! Watching the fireworks from 12th floor again this year! Sigh… that’s life obviously lah kan! I could not complaint more because I have everything I need now. Syukur…

It was a long weekend. Both of us were on leave until Monday. Spent time with my family and my little monkey ariana at PD on Saturday. Ask her: awak nak ape? She will answer: IPEK! [IPAD ok!] adoyaii!

On Sunday, we had donuts at Times Square! Gile lama tak gi sana!

And we had the whole Monday together. Just the two of us. Adelah sedikit perasaan berbunga2! Bile malam sket adelah sedikit berperasaan taik sbb esok nak kena kerja balik! Again, that’s life!

Till then, daa!

Happy 2011!

2011-01-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

Its already 2011…
Seriously I didn’t set any target for 2011. Just wanna live happily with my loved ones.
And Alhamdulillah … 2010 was a happy year!

To All: happy new year 2011 and may our journey this year blessed with happiness!

Ho ho ho! Merry Xmas!

2010-12-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

Happy bday Sayang!

2010-12-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hope its not too late to wish my sayang happy bday. The celebration was held at TR e@thecurve together with one of our besties Shahrir. It was a last minute surprise party but all went well! Tks to all for the help and tks for coming! ;)

Prior to the celebration, we were in Singapore jalan-jalan sambil menabur sing dollar! It was a 2 days 1 nite trip and we stayed at the Traders [hehe of course lah guna ibm corporate rate. Normal price is like RM1000++ per nite kot!] We had fun taking pictures at the Merlion and the Sand yang grand sangat tu! The damage is quite a lot too! Its ok as long as we are happy together and love each other. Duit boleh cari … Haha! June kite pergi lagi ye kengkawan! shopping!! yeeeha ;)

To my Sayang,
Hppy bday! No words can describe my love for you and you surely know that! Muacks!

kalau boleh, i mmg happy!

2010-11-24T01:35:00.000+08:00

my temporary title as a full time hsewife will expire very soon :(
can i hv the title permanently sayangg??? plsssss..... tks in advance!

ok agak nebes nak masuk office! wish me luck babehh! [seriously, i need all the luck in the whole wide world!!]

suke hati sket ;)

2010-11-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

Went to the doctor for check up today and my mc got extended!
Boleh kena terminate ke kalau mc lelame? Anyway, I am enjoying it even its only 2 days! Masa itu emas!

oh I am happy because doctor ckp wound external and internal all clean and clear! tak sia2 minum gel gamat ngn pati ikan haruan hari2!

doctor agak lawak ok tadi bile bertanya: dah bersama after the operation? [klaka ok dia sebut 'bersama' sampai aku lambat nak compute. tanya lahh: had sex already? kan senang!]
i just reply: YES, DAH.
dalam hati meluap2 nak keluar: dah bykkali doctor we olls bersama2! husband saya GATAL!

bye saya nak siap2 husband gatal saya nak balik kerja jap lagi!

ha? dah nak abes mc???

2010-11-16T13:53:00.001+08:00

Time flies so fast ehh? This is my very last week being at home enjoying my sick 6 weeks sick leave. Spent most of my time at home and Melaka. Enjoying every bit of it. As for my tummy, I still feel the pain inside and still not able to wear my tight jeans comfortably. The wound has healed terrifically but I still use the hairdryer after shower hehee…

To end the long leave, we are heading to Penang for a wedding cum jalan-jalan dating-dating! Ahhh seronoknye, bertenet and of course food hunt in Penang!

Till I have the mood to blog again, Slamat Hari Raya AidilAdha and drive carefully! Muahh!

Alhamdulillah

2010-10-29T13:49:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah I am getting better now. Resting for 6 weeks. Yeeehooooo!

I would like to express my special tks to:

Yangyang – the whole 4 days [and nights] at the hospital. Taking day off from work to take care of his sick wife. Listening to my crying. I swear Yangyang, it was really pain and I was not playing drama!

Mama, Abah, Wani, Shidan and Ariana – for the TLC. Ma for cooking and always comfort me with her gentle massage. Wani being so caring, she didn’t let me do a single work! Abah always with the doa. Shidan, tks for your understanding to let your wife and baby cheer up my days [tks pinjamkan them for 3 nights!] and baby Ariana, for cheering up my sick days!

Mama and Papa - all the way from Manjung to visit their sick dil. Glad to see the faces and listening to Mama's advice and story.

Mak Teh and Pak Teh – tks for coming, care and advice. I know both of you have a lot of experience on this. We might need more advice later!

Anyah and Alang - Tks for coming during your busy day at the office.

Ayie and Yaya - finally after waiting for 2 days, both of you made it to the hospital! tks for spending time with your sister even both of you were super busy...

Diana and Mizi – Tks baby for your support, care and friendship and nasi goreng ayam yang tak braper nak rahmat itteww haha ;) Really appreciate it.

Haida, Nazif, Hanna, Farrah and Pasha – Tks for coming and visit me; with all the lawak story on the astronaut’s wedding FZI! Haha! tks for the fruits also [rudy senyum sampai telinga]

Elly, Amar, Salam, Harvey, Maz, Arfah, Hui Sha, Kho and Farhana – tks for visiting and all the prayers!

Kak Meen and Abg Fazal – tks for recommending the doctor and the hospital. Really satisfied with the service. Tip top. Thumbs up to all the staff at DSH!

Last but not least to all my family and friends (Jojoe, Saz, Dong, Radi, Caryn, etc) who called, texted and fb for my updates and status and for all the prayers.

I really appreciate all the support, care and love. Allah sahaja yang membalas jasa semua and may His blessing be with us all. Ameen.

May this pain bring happiness to our future!

happy 7th anniversary!

2010-10-19T13:07:00.000+08:00

Been drafting this entry for weeks.
Btw, it was a gloomy anniversary this year. We were apart and I was really weak and in pain at that time.

Its not too late I guess to post this entry in conjunction of our 7th wedding anniversary.

Sayang,
You know that I love u so much. We have been together for 7 years and I am loving every moment of it! all the ups and downs, laughers and tears as the years gone by…..
Even you are not that hopeless kind of romantic type, but you how to make me happy and appreciate me!!

Bersempena anniversary kite, I would like to express my thank you and those sweet things u do to make me happy [save those bad things for later ok!]

Tks for not switching on the lights in the early morning to search for your boxers in the closet darwer. Instead, u use your bb to find them in the dark. I know u love me and do not want to disturb my sleeping! I sometimes purposely buat2 tido and peep on your sexy butt in the dark! Auwww!

Tks for your understanding that your wife is a sleepyhead! Thank you for not being mad at me if I wake up really late during the weekends. Tak penah marah and kejut kalau I tido even I know you’re your tummy is asking for lunch! Ahhh a I love u sayang!

Never in these 7 years, have you asked me what to eat and why I didn’t cook for dinner. Instead, u will ask me to get ready and take me out to have dinner kat ikea, uptown, idaman or vicchuda! I like!

U always make sure I have my straw if you buy me my ice tea or mineral water! Owh I am so touch when I day, u tepok dahi kluar dari petronas and masuk balik. When u came out from the kiosk, u bring a straw! How sweet!

Even kalau u are very sleepy, if I hulurkan kaki mintak tolong picit u tetap picit even its only for 5 second!

You always cakap I sexy, tak gemok, etc bile I tanya walaupon u tak pandang kat I pon mase tu! hehe….

Last but not least, thank you for being here with me and I am glad we choose this way and stay together. I hope your love for me will never end and will grow stronger each year! Because … I LOVE U MUCH!!

Happy 7th wedding anniversary Rudy Effendi Mohd Shafie!
19th October 2010

P/s: I really love the present!

cerita reput tulang

2010-08-13T17:38:00.003+08:00

Kan I’ve mentioned about my back pain few weeks ago. Went to see the specialist with the x-ray etc. It is actually because my lower back bone/spine already developed bone spurs. This is because I have weak bone structure and I am heavy! There is no specific treatment to cure my back pain. I have to attend the physiotherapy session once a week, exercise the strengthen the spine, loose weight and drink milk [i don’t drink milk previously. Cannot tahan the bau and rase].

The back pain is worst in the morning when I wake up and make my move to the bathroom and also after a tiring day [especially kalau banyak berdiri]. Rase macam nak putus pinggang. The funny thing is, my doctor told me, my spine looks like a 50 years old nenek punya tulang. Hai lahhh. Luaran nampak muda, dalam dah tue kerepott.

According to my physiotherapist, if I get pregnant, the back pain will become worse because the additional weight will add the pressure to the spine. I take it as challenge for me. Semua dugaan Tuhan ade hikmah disebaliknya. Hopefully bulan puasa ni I can reduce some fat and take a lot of milk for the sake of my spine!

Oh yes, I went to see doctor Mahes at Concept Fertility Centre. Later lah I update ye!

Bye for now, I nak masak pasta and grilled dory for buka puasa today! Slamat berbuka y’alls!

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Some info about my spine problem.

Sayangilah tulang anda. Minomlah susu sampai kembong!

Lumbar Spondylosis:

Almost ninety percent of low back pain can be attributed to cervical or lumbar spondylosis. Women are affected more than men. When the spongy discs between the vertebrae of the spine in the lower back degenerate, they become weak. This leads to a narrowing of the spinal column, which is what spondylosis refers to. The lumbar region bears the brunt of most of the body's weight, so with time everyone's vertebrae degenerate. In some people this causes pain and requires treatment.

Symptoms:
Tingling in the legs or back caused by pressure on the sciatic nerve is indicative of lumbar spondylosis. Lower back pain and/or foot pain can also be a symptom. Pain caused by walking is a symptom. This is called neurogenic claudication. Standing still may actually be painful as well, which is an indicator that one has spondylosis instead of a similarly symptomatic condition called vascular claudication.

surprise surprise!!

2010-08-10T01:06:00.012+08:00

surprise balloon and chocolate delivery to his office. tks to diana for the great pics! ade orang femes kat office ;)

Happy bday to wani, dak dek and happy relationship anniversary to us!

2010-08-10T00:41:00.005+08:00

9.8.2010

Dak Dek turns 22
Wani turns 28
And we have been together as a couple for 11 years!
Yes we celebrate these 3 events on a same date every year!

To Dak Dek: pls jgn maen-maen, belajau betol-betol, tolong make sure mandi every day, shampoo your hair at least 2 times a week and pls be a good son, brother and uncle! I love u so much my little brother! you are still my baby brother!

To Wani: be good mummy [which I know u really are], maintain mulut megincap kak nam tujuh ko tu, and pls don’t ever think to change ur phone to blackberry sebab nanti aku x leh video call ngn arissa! Thank you so much for letting us sharing the love for your cute sepet daughter. She brings hope and happiness! [arrghh I miss her now!] Lastly, I love u so much. Muahh!

To Yang-Yang: there’s no words can describe how happy I am to be with you and I wish to be with you forever! Thank you so much for the 11 years together! Love you so much! Hugs and kisses!

yes ayie and wani are sharing the same birthdate.

all of us love u dek.

posto-posto. ariana ni aku rase kenan kat beebob. ske gonggong-gonggong. kata sepupu kan! eeeeii super cute!

i love u, u love me, we are 1 happy family!

need better financial management lahh!

2010-07-20T23:48:00.006+08:00

Finally, the long overdue in posting the pics in fb done! Excuse the delay as I am super duper busy. Legaaa…

Today I manage to cook dinner after about a week plus tak jejak dapur. Menu for the dinner is grilled chicken with potato. And today I worked from home only. Tak daya, tulang blakang sakit sangat and I cannot move much. Inikan pulak nak drive! I just love being at home and wait for him to come home from work. Adelah feeling2 jadi hsewife dapat kiss2 kat pipi bile husband balik. ihiks!

I work from home with her. So sweet temankan mummy buat keje!

huhh kejap je teman. lepas tu dah layan tido sbb ujan lebat, cuaca sejuk. perrgh tempting ok nak join dia tido!

Smalam aku tabahkan hati pergi bukak letter box [yes, I don’t have the nerve to collect and see all those credit card statements, bills. Total looser kan!] menggunung surat2, bill2, flyers, ikea pamphlets dated since Jan. Denial sgt. Takut nak tgk utang2 credit cards, utility bills, etc. Mmg betol lah sangkaan aku. Got few outstanding bills, etc. Dlm pada marah2 tnb sebab bill letrik tak up to date, credit card punye outstanding semakin byk, [I am having the habit of paying all online, without looking at the bills and statement. Itu yang kadang2 terlebih, kadang2 terkurang. I know I am terrible!] tetiba he passed me an envelope from one of my banks. Guess what’s inside the envelope? It’s a new credit card uolls! And the date is March 2010. Dah 4 bulan dlm letter box tuuu! I remember I have requested to cancel the card few mths back due to unauthorized online transaction! But they sent me a new replacement card?!!! At first I was mad and wanted to call the bank… but deep inside my tiny brain says, alaaa simpan je la, mane tahu emergency boleh pakai. Kejikan! on the same time, aku tebayang kasut2 dan handbags!

beebob was helping with all the credit card receipts, statements and bills! hehe... tks sayang mummy!

I really need to have a proper management of my financial lah! kalau kira2 points credit cards semua, boleh beli sebijik kete kot! Rase menyesal tgk credit card statement tu kejap je. If I am stress and alone at a mall, I will buy stuffs. I would be very happy the moment I swipe my card and the little machine shows processing and the little receipt is printed. I am happier when I sign the little receipt and the girl at the counter hand over the shopping bag to me…. Can’t describe the happiness! Then I will walk away with the shopping bag to the next store! Bile sampai umah, try2 baju or kasut baru, and if I don’t really like the color, pattern or the cutting, mulalah menyesal. Demm! But normally I will tell myself, its ok, I will have an occasion or party later for that shoe or dress! Keji kan! do you have the same feeling like this? Really need to do something about this. My shoe racks and closet dah overflow gile babi. Especially baju. The third room mmg dah penuh baju. Kalau ayie datang lepak umah masa weekend dia dah biasa dah alih je semua baju2 lom lipat atas katil ke study table tu. Not sure lah what to do. Pls help me!!!!!!!!!

Ok lah lega dapat meluahkan peraaan. Starting from tomorrow, I will only use my cards for petrol and groceries ONLY! Promise! Promise!

Byk pulak entry lately ni kan! I like it! dah tak brape busy and can spend time at home lovey dovey with him and my pussy cats!

Bye for now. Gonna hit the sack early tonite. Tomorrow I will be in the office. got discussion and meeting [kot?]

Good nite and sweet dreams to all!

ahh tolong ... tulang belakang saya sakit ooo

2010-07-20T00:30:00.003+08:00

Not sure what happened to my spine. When I was brushing my teeth early this morning, I bent down a bit and I heard a click sound came from my spine. I could not stand straight dan terpakse terjerit2 mintak tolong kat ade org yg tgh tido nyenyak pagi2 senin! Seriously sangat sakit. Went to see the doctor this morning and he said my tulang belakang ade bengkok sket. I was like huhhh?? Really ke? Bile plak ntah bengkok! I got few pain killer and muscle relaxant tablets and also koyok and ubat sapu for external use. Dah sapu dan tampal the koyok, seems not helping pon with the pain. Cuak jugak sebab kalau tak kurang, doctor ckp kena buat further checking and x-ray! Hopefully nothing serious back there!

Being me, mmg sakit sket mengada dan gedik lebih. Tapi ini memang sakit ok! nak buat pelaburan ASB pon agak terhad ok pergerakan. Perrghh seksa!

Believe it, I still pergi keje walaupon sakit dan jalan tegak macam robot. Its all because of the audit lah. don’t know lah why everyone is so kecoh dan gelabah pasal audit ni! Chaotic gile babi. This is from a good fren of mine, Diana: ‘takyah aahh gelabah macam hanjing kot!’ heheee.. Really, the whole office mmg gelabah tak tentu pasal. Thank God its over for our part and we managed to do it very well! F audit I shall say!

my bedmates

Ok lah I am going to sleep now since binatang bulu2 dah tunggu atas katil. Nak mimpi indah2 sebab I just got my new credit card! G’nite and I hope u’ll have a good dream tooo! Till then, babai!

busy but feel like blogging ...

2010-07-15T00:23:00.001+08:00

Yes. I am really busy with work. Been burning the midnite oil the whole week. Gittew!

This entry adalah kesinambungan from the previous entry on the effort to produce a baby [produce ke? not sure lah perkataan yang appropriate. Hehe] After few considerations and information from pakcik Google, we narrow our options to few doctors and medical center. Hamid Arshat is one of the options lah of course. Because of the kefemes-an and the location is quite near from our place. The appointment to see dr Hamid Arshat was made the prior month. Dr Hamid seems very busy helping couples to get pregnant. Sebulan baru boleh secure an appointment. It was supposed to be last week. But after bumping to an old fren the other day at klcc and they recommend dr. Mahesh from Damai Hospital, we decided to give it a try since they only took 5 months to get pregnant after few procedures. Lagi pon my fren ni sgt bersungguh-sungguh recommend and she seems very happy with the result. The baby boy now is 2 months old.

Dr Hamid mmg femes but his schedule agak tight and we cannot get the best date for the checkup. According to Mahesh’s PA, the best date to see the doctor for fertility check up is when I am having my period, to be exact on the 2nd day. So that blood test and hormone test can be performed skali. And on the same time, sperm count test also can be done during the first visit. Useful info. This lady sounds really sincere and she told me, buat ape buang masa and duit datang byk2 kali. Betul jugak, if the date is not right to perform those tests, we will need to come back later for the 2nd visit [budget pon kena consider jugak since fertility treatment is not covered under both mine and his medical coverage]. So, we shall wait lah until 25th or later this month. Agak excited but nervous jugak. Nervous nak expose pepet dan perot buncit ni kat tuan doctor! Eeeii maluuuu!

Ok tak kuase nak imagine scene bukak2 ni. we shall wait je lah till the day come. Bye for now… I am going to semakkan otak dengan keje yg melambak pending, dengan event lagi, dengan audit lagi, dengan report lagi… never ending lah! chow chin chauu!

oh yes, this is the latest pic of my girls! gumok kan! hehee...

quite a long entry sempena world cup

2010-07-12T01:56:00.003+08:00

Been so long I tak mencurahkan perasaan in this blog. Just few light entries with loads of picture to tell the whole thing on what happened recently. Itu sajer yang mampu.

Reason: been busy [super busy actually] with work. Its quite true what my horoscope state for me for 2010. Be ready for tremendous mass of work this year and it may lead to some health problem later this year. Well, I don’t really read and believe the horoscope, just coincidence lah kot. Allah maha kuasa dan maha adil. Semua yg jadi ade hikmah…

I am glad that things are per normal. Our normal life I mean. A husband belongs to a wife, a flat filled with love and laughter; the cats live happily with the couple, the busy couple argues and fights at times, the wife merajok, husband pujuk, etc.

Speaking about life nikan, actually we have been planning for a baby. It has been 5 months of trying really hard via natural way without the help of drugs, hormones, etc. I don’t really discuss this topic openly before, even with family and close frens. I don’t want to look desperate. Yes, I have my ego. And some more, I am not really keen with kids and babies. I never tegur strangers with babies and kids like others always do. ‘Eeee chomelnye baby… girl ke boy?’ ntah, takde perasaan pon nak tegur dan bermesra-mesra macm tu. And when with kids I will feel awkward. Until we have Ariana. Ariana and Hanna memainkan peranan penting ok. Before this takde pressure at all. If its there its there lah. If its not there, its ok, next time romen lagi dan lagi. Like lalalalaaaa…… tapi sampai bila, umur pon semakin tue. Siapa nak doakan kita nanti kalau bukan anak sendiri kan? sorang pon jadilah! Plus I cannot tahan tgk Quinny 3 tayar besar tuuuu..... [ish jalan nak mengabeskan duit tu ade je!]

Lots of things need to be taken into consideration in order to get pregnant. Change of life style; coffee is to be taken only needed [kalau tak tahan sgt mengantuk], eat healthy, more vege and fruits [esp acidic foods for a baby girl], regular exercise, monitoring of ovulation dates, reduce the stress, folic acid is a must daily, etc. seriously, its not an easy task ok! Especially to mark the ovulation date and on those dates we must try hard for it. The ovulation window is only open on that specific date / time. Sometimes the dates fell on a busy and long day at work. By the time I reached home, I only have 10% of energy left. How? This can really create the stress and lead to arguments. So, kalau dah begaduh macam mane nak romen-romen kan?!

To make love and waiting for the result especially approaching my menstrual date is very stressful. Every month, 2 or 3 days before my menstrual I would become cranky with the pms and also nervous if aunty flow will come and visit again. There was 1 time, I was crying because of the bad period pain plus the heart break until I fell asleep. I am lucky I have him by my side to give me strength to go on and try again. His favorite words every time I tell him I got my period: NOT BAD, TRY AGAIN… PLS INSERT COIN. Haha. Macam men game Daytona kat game arcade tu! that’s my Man, always with his lawak dan tak serious. We thought we would manage to get pregnant naturally. But we were wrong. Maybe something is wrong somewhere. Maybe….

So, this month we have decided to see the expert in making babies. It will be this coming week. I just would like to record the progress here. The ups and downs along the journey. We really need the good luck! Wish us luck babeh!

Till then, good nite peeps. Malam ni I tido with the cats only in the room. For my beloved husband, I dah siap bentangkan comforter with pillow and cushion kat depan tv. Tadi dah siap-siap beli potato chips and Nescafe purple takot ngantuk plak kang. Dia nak tgk world cup final daaaa…. Good luck to your Spain Sayang! Good nite and debiuuu I nak tido ni! Tmr I got meeting with my big boss early in the morning… fcuk sgt kan!

Roger and out for now!

Ariana and Abah Birthday Bashhh

2010-06-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

We had a blast celebrating Ariana and Abah’s bday party. We combined je dua-dua birthday and celebrate skali. Meriah y’alls! Happy birthday Sepet and Abah! We love u two so much!

ohh itu dia tgh tunjuk cake and candles! excited!

King Atok and Pwincess Ariana

Blow the candle!

Animal print bikini hokey!

Pwincess having fun in the pool!

Ade life guard!

Done with the pool. Tukar baju lagi. Comel gigi 2 batang atas, dua batang bawah!

Speach time!

With her beloved AYIE!

Happy!

Yeayy! we had joy we had fun!

How amazing you're already One! Happy B'day Ariana Arissa!

2010-05-25T01:12:00.005+08:00

This cute, sepet baby girl changes things …...

Our lives are filled with wonder
Mummy and Daddy love her tender
Atok and Nenek crazy over her

Mama Yan loves to kiss her cheery lips
Papa Dy always teases her no-eye lids
Uncle Idir and Ayie love to make fun of her heaps!

We are addicted to the tiny fingers and tiny toes
Her bright baby eyes, cute baby nose …

Happy 1st birthday to our one and only baby, Ariana Arissa!
May you grow with full of love and happiness!
Love you much!

-Mama Yan-

25 May 2010

nak cuti pon susah oooo

2010-05-04T00:44:00.004+08:00

The consequences of 1 day [ONLY] leave: inbox nearly being capped, back to back meeting invites, piles of pending work, reports and issues, plus a severe headache as a bonus!

I Boleh Matiiii ooooh macam ini!

I am not a superwoman ok! Sailormoon boleh!

bersenam, angkat besi berenang belariii

2010-04-19T22:06:00.001+08:00

my latest obsession is to keep fit. sgt tak sesuai pekataan obsession tu ok. lebih sesuai kepada keterpaksaan sebab lemak perot dah semakin menebal!

see ehh my excercise schedule, monday: badminton and swimming, tuesday: brenang atas katil, wednesday: badminton and swimming, thursday: yoga class, friday: badminton and swimming, sat and sunday: bersenam gaya bebas bersama insan yang tersayang. heh! seriously, lepas bersenam, rase syok plak walaupon at first sakit2 badan! kite tgk laaa slame mane jadual diatas bertahan! Ihiks!

work related pulak, i can say, my work sucks! i think i wanna try my luck in other company lah! sbb wa dah tak tahan ngn company yahudi ni! boring aahh keje ... keje ni seme duniawi je ok!

besides all the exciting things i've done, my life is still the same. last time i checked, i am still living with a boroi horny guy, 2 super cute furry creatures and surrounded by crazy but lovely frens and families! i am happy! heheeee

pulau mutiara

2010-04-19T21:38:00.011+08:00

Happening yang kedua:
after so long tak pegi penang [i think last time masa i was very small kot. i mean small kat umur la, not size!] went there with my family, haida, nazif and hanna. the main thing yang boleh buat kat penang adalah makan, makan dan makan. kalau tak hujan petang2 mesti lagi best posing2 kat tepi pantai semua! so tak byk sgt aktiviti nak story except makan-makan, jalan-jalan dan shopping-shopping. tgk jelah pics!

kan dah kata, makan syokk kat penang. pasembor ni ade orang order 2 kali!

hanna ngn buah hati

pantai feringgi jalan-jalan tgh panas buta!

ganass eehh main kepala!

auuww!

jalan2 keliling kota

aha! line clear! mkn lagiiiii!

si dengkot and si sengal. patah2 kaki nak jalan gek

hanna yang vogue!

si sepet yang happy!

ok be right back! nak BO jap!

menuju puncak

2010-04-19T21:13:00.013+08:00

Disebabkan kerja-kerja di office semakin memundek, i’ve not time to update on what so happening in my life recently… happening ke idop i? heheh! i’ll try my best to post series of entry yang i dah ingat-ingat lupe ni!

Happening yang paling first dan sangat membanggakan:
berjaya menawan broga hills. the way down was more challenging compared to climbing up. ckp lah aku blagak, tapi mmg betol. i cannot tahan the pain on my toes masa turun. what i can say is, i am very proud of myself ok. before the expedition [chewahh expedition abes], he said tu me, dont worry, u boleh panjat punye aaa... so, pelan2 laa nanti u naik. even, all this panjat2 bukit not my kind of activity, tapi i want to get involved dgn activity lasak bersama sayang saya! know what? ade orang tu plak pancit! i was waiting for him kat puncak sambil berangan dan menikmati detik2 menjadi juara panjat bukit! yess i made it! menuju puncak!

finally hero yang ditunggu-tunngu sampai ke puncak!

anak-anak semut panjat bukit

hehe .. tak abes penat lagike?

chanteks!

oh i hurt myself. terluke kena pokok2 kayu.

hehe!

happy nau muke berjaya panjat bukit!

on the way down. it was though. believe me!

misi berjaya!

ok kejap lg sambung, ade orang tepekik2 depan tv tu ha soh tgk citer apetah. mesti pasal kuceng lah tuuuuuuuuu .....

My birthday part 3

2010-03-27T15:48:00.000+08:00

Part 3 was celebrated at home with my sayang and frens. My good frens. I got to blow the candles again. But this time, tak brape sempat nak blow and wish pepanjang. They all wanted to show to the world that I am 31, they put 31 candles on the cake! agak harem laa jugak perangai hehe. sampai terbakar hangus! Whatever it is, I love u all so much even the top layer of my birthday cake hangus terbakar! hahaha!

Enjoy the pics!

cake yg yumms! cake tebakar panggil bombe, bombe dtg belumbe2

kawan2 saya. semua still available. hehe!

hanna and 'kak' diana

hanna yang cheeky!

dah pening sbb byk sgt gelak!

pekerja tegar ... tag maseh tergantung di dada!

my 'lil' sister!

my partners in crime!

so meriahh!

Tks frens! love you all so much! and of course I love the present! mmg pandai ehh korang! i like perfumes!

xoxo, muahhs!

My birthday part 2

2010-03-19T19:04:00.002+08:00

Part 2 of my birthday celebration was in Melaka. Singgah Melaka dari Tioman and spent a day there.

Mama, Wani, Idir call 30 kali tanya, balik Melaka ke? balik Melaka bile? Dah sampai mane? Hehe derang mmg camtu esp Mama, kalau dah ckp nak balik, selagi tak nampak batang idung anak menantu dia, she will keep calling and ask. Mmg agak annoying lah sometimes. Being a mother mmg macam tu I guess, excited anak nak balik!

I got to blow the candles on my birthday cake! I love them so much!

I am happy to have such wonderful family of mine and his around to love and care for each other!

my 31st bday cake. Tks Abah, Mama, Wani, Shidan, Arianna, Idir and Ayie!

blowing the candles and i had a wish! budak sepet tu excited tgk candles!

happy to have those i love around me!

abah dah start buat pangai comel dia nak jugak buat muncung kiss-kiss!

ohh i love this sepet baby so much!

si sepet, hidung kembang!

so happy!

will be back for part 3 and 4 and 5 maybe?! hehe!

my birthday part 1

2010-03-14T21:49:00.011+08:00

Celebrated my bday in Tioman. He said it’s our honeymoon. Just the 2 of us. Siang malam mengadap muke masing2. Even there were no fancy dinner and customize bday cake I really love to be alone with you Sayang! heeheee syiok ok! present from him… mmm itu adalah RAHSIA! tks Sayang for the Tioman honeymoon trip love it!

baru sampai. after 4 hrs of driving and 2 hours in the ferry. worth it!

menikmati pemandangan indah!

snorkeling on 2nd day. panas terik tapi menarik!

tade jurugambar lah. so camwhore ajelah keje nye!

while waiting for sunset

sunset. santek sgt!

my birthday dinner, hawaiian pizza and mango juice at the bar by the beach. so romantic [maen ngurat2 kat bar gittew]

bday girl auww!

i love this boy! i am glad this boy is mine! hehe ... :)

2010 wish list

2010-03-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

I am so tempted to list down my wish list for this year. Even takde orang nak bagi pon, ape salahnya mencube nasib kan! Mak cube y’alls! [kalau tak dapat, a month after my birthday, I’ll go and get it myself, I’ll convert below list to my shopping list!]

What I want:

A pink/red drinking water bottle/tumbler – my pink tumbler dah tertinggal kat Neway, excited sgt ber karaoke, sampai tertinggal!

Big- big rings – especially white, yellow and blue. I had one in white with bling-bling tapi dah patah sebab tumbuk dinding masa geram arituuu [ok I know I am too emotional!]. I like those rings from Diva ;)

Big red handbag. Reason: aku memang suke handbag and red is my fav color! Kalau xde merah, kaler ape2 pon boleh!

C&K wedges. Tade wedges terbaru dalam koleksi … tertekan

Vouchers from any salon. I need a new hair style/color! Current hair is lammme….!

Perfumes – to be exact Jlo Still, Bvalgary Rose Essential or Marc Jacobs Daisy. Itu je senang kan?

Free vacation. Anywhere. Air Asia got sales now. pm me for my ic#

A new Blackberry maybe? Haha!

A red cute kitten. Female kitten pls. Its time for Beebob and Chuey to have a little sister! They are too spoilt already dan ini tidak boleh berterusan. Not good for them

Last but not least, this is my wish for him to fulfill:
A cute baby. I want a baby whatever it takes! Nak jugak!

Ok you’ve got 1 week. I’ll be back to redeem my presents! Let me enjoy my vacation dulu ehh! Oh yess, I might add the item in the list haha!

Ok nite2 y’alls!
Peace and out for now!

the day is just around the corner

2010-03-01T01:19:00.001+08:00

My birthday is just around the corner y’all! I am so excited even I know the number will increase to 31. So what they are just numbers kan! not sure why I am so excited this year!

I hope this year will bring happiness and love to me and to all the people that I love and care! Because all of you always make me happy in good and bad times! I really appreciate the love and care and I love all of you so much!

True, I want presents and all, but to know I am loved and I am in your heart is just enough to make me happy and want to live for 1 more exciting year!

Oklaaa... Nite y’all! I am eagerly waiting for him from his island vacation. Hoh aku kena tinggal sebab commitment terhadap kerja! Counting days for my turn to my island vacation next week to pulau jerjak or pulau indah!

Roger and out for now!

saturday at our place

2010-02-24T15:51:00.002+08:00

After so long tak buat makan-makan kat rumah, last Saturday we invited friends to our house. I cooked mee kari. Lovely guests brought donuts and pudding. Cute kids were around the house. I was so happy. I love having friends and family around. Will definitely be another invite for makan-makan later!

Love you all!

cute Zarra.

cheeky Hanna. Dah besarr kan!

see dah besar ... dah boleh gossip2 mummy jarum!

Thankful

2010-02-19T15:37:00.004+08:00

It’s all forgiven
But could I possibly forget?
Those endless moments
Those sleepless nights
I'll never get them back
I'm living again
But I'll never get back those lost moments in my life
I have You to thank for that
You taught me the meaning of everything
I forgive You but I will never forget

However, I always remember time heals everything
It will all work out one day
I have faith the day is here
I salvage my love and happiness again
I have you to thank for that
Let’s treasure every second of our time together

I have Him the Almighty to thank for all this
He heard my prayers, he granted my wish

I have all of You to thank for this
You’ve been beside me through good and bad times
Without miss

I am thankful ....
Alhamdulillah ....

I'm alive

2010-02-18T12:06:00.003+08:00

I am still here
Still alive
Still breathing
Still the same

Still crazy in love ;)

I'll be back … wait for me !

but, whatever it is .......
I still hate that bitch!!! hahaaaa!

to ramlah: i still hate you bitch!

2010-01-26T22:54:00.003+08:00

I just can’t sleep. I can't feel my own body. All numb and cold. I am really depressed.

Of all the people and of all the married man in the world, why must it be my own husband? Why must you choose my beloved husband Ramlah? Why? You must have you own reason. But whatever the reason is, pls note that this is not fair for me!! I am a loyal wife to my husband, I never cheated my husband, whatever I do its all for my husband. We were happy together before you came into the picture. We were happy for the past 11 years!! I hate you Ramlah!!

The only thing that I really want now is to have my memories of the last 4 months removed from my brain. Pls somebody help me. I can’t live like this. I can’t have the same feeling, the trauma, the phobia when his hand phone rings and when he got an sms. I can’t be checking on him all the time. I am tired. I am really tired to continue living like this. And I cannot have the control of everything. I can only tell you Ramlah not to call or see my husband anymore. But I can only ask and warn you. Its just a plain warning to you! After a few phone conversations and a confrontation with you, you seem not to walk your talk. You really good in manipulating the facts Ramlah! Again, I hate you! I hate you bitch!! My life is messed up and ruined because of you Ramlah!! I FUCKING HATE YOU!

How I wish I am still living in denial like 2 - 3 months ago. I can only wish!

I am really traumatized by the scars that is soo deep in my heart! Can you get all the pain and the scars out from my heart Ramlah? Can you do that? Not at all! NOT AT ALL! The damage is too much!!

I hate you Ramlah !!
I believe, nowadays, God is paying cash! so, you just wait for your turn to be paid Ramlah !!

Red and burning babeh

2010-01-20T23:27:00.007+08:00

I became crazy last week at Ikea with all the red stuff there. Really love red and ended up .....

I put our bedroom on fire. Full of love and passion. All red and burning! Burn babeh burn!

I pity you Ramlah bitch, you and your fucking ugly home. I believe your room is so fucking hideous too! Haihh pity you and your pathetic life hoping for someone else’s husband to care and love you. Dreaming to have nice cozy home with great husband living with you and pamper you! In your dream bitch! I love my husband and we are happy together. You Ramlah, can get lost and die in some longkang alone! Desperado BITCH!

Sorry I just can’t take all the bullshit anymore!

2010-01-19T23:05:00.006+08:00

that's it. no more playing nice. no more because i just cannot take it.
yes call me crazy or whatever! i am crazy. so what if i put such status on my fb wall? its a fucking fact ok!

i fucking hate RAMLAH!

To RAMLAH MOHAMED, pls go and find a single and available man out there for God's sake! Leave my husband alone BITCH! U just don't get it do U? HE IS MY HUSBAND! To single guys out there, if you wanna fool and fuck around, call this # 012-2464825, I am sure she would love to entertain you!

so what do you think? do u think i am crazy because i put my status like above? i did! and i tagged my husband! so what! i know there are a lot of people out there that doesn't really know me call me psycho wife anyway! now i am really a psycho wife!

i have warned this bitch several times but she’s amazingly stupid, i don't think she understands what does it means by WARNING! fuck off! bitch is still a bitch! she still has the nerve to call MY HUSBAND!! and she can act innocent! bloody bitch! fuck off bitch!

RAMLAH MOHAMED, pls go to and FUCK yourself! leave us alone bitch! You and your pathetic life can go to hell BITCH!

The BITCH that been intruding and disturbing my life for the past 3 months! a TOTAL BITCH!

always here

2010-01-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Coz I know God is always there to guide
Slowly He will open the door to make you see I am here for you
Always here for you ...

2010

2010-01-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

when the clock strikes 12.....
I dont have the excitement for new year .....
I only feel the emptiness and loneliness being left behind with all the scars so deep in my heart

happy new year sayang, where ever you are, what ever u do and who ever you are with. I love you and will always do ... I wish you feel the same way too ....

its nearly the end

2009-12-31T02:27:00.002+08:00

nearly the end of 2009. There's nothing much to proud of in 2009. i hope 2010 will bring eternal happiness and i hope the sun shine forever in my life.

May He listen to my prayers. i really wish to have my full of joy life back.

Good nite world... Let me sleep in peace tonite...

my prayers ...

2009-12-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah Ampunilah daku
Ya Allah Ampunilah suamiku
Ya Allah berikanlah kejayaan pada Suamiku di dunia dan diakhirat
Ya Allah takutkanlah dia pada Mu
Ya Allah jagalah anggota badannya dari segala jenis maksiat tidak kira kecil atau besar
Ya Allah jadikanlah isterinya ini seorang yang menyenangkan hatinya
Ya Allah berikanlah dirinya kegembiraan dan ketenangan bila bersama ku...
Ya Allah jagalah kami sekeluarga dan sesungguhnya penjagaanMu itulah yang amat kami perlukan
Ya Allah yang Maha Besar dan Maha Kaya
Ya Allah kasihanilah kami...

Ya Allah aku mohon, semoga tahun baru ini membawa seribu keberkatan kepada kami suami isteri ....

Ameen Yarabbal Alameen ....

Happy Birthday to Rudy Effendi Mohd Shafie

2009-12-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

Just to know each day
That you are here
To listen and love
To laugh and care
Makes each of my day
Seem bright and new

I want you to know that I always love you!

Just promise me,
You'll give your love in return
And make this fire in my soul
Burn, forever burn

Happy 30th birthday SAYANG!

Love you always and forever,

Your truly wedded wife

I miss myself

2009-12-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

Don't know why recently I am not me anymore ...

I don't throw stuff when I am mad
I don't use bad words and curse when send text messages [even I am really pissed and deep in my heart I wanted to call them all BIATCH!]
I don't really cry when I am sad [I can even laugh at myself!]

Don't know why recently I am not me anymore ...

I don't enjoy food like I always do [I can't remember when was my decent meal]
I don't enjoy sleeping even it's on a rainy day [because it's just me and the cats I guess!]
I don't enjoy weekends [in fact, I hate weekends now!]

I started to hate few things I really like before
I miss myself!
I miss everything about myself!

I hate this feeling!

2009-12-06T01:41:00.002+08:00

It’s been awhile …..

I don’t feel like eating
I don’t feel like sleeping
I don’t feel like talking
I don’t feel like cooking
I don’t feel like working
I don’t feel like shopping

I don’t feel like living ……

I don’t feel anything !

aku yang terlampau

2009-12-03T20:55:00.003+08:00

Aku terlampau cinta …..
Maaf kalau cinta membuatkan aku gila
Maaf kalau cinta membuatkan aku sasau

Aku terlampau sayang ….
Maaf kalau aku melampaui batas
Maaf kalau aku mengusutkan semuanya

Aku terlampau rindu ….
Maaf kalau aku bersalah menuntut sesuatu kepunyaan aku
Maaf kalau aku bersalah menuntut hak aku

Maaf daripada aku yang terlampau

Semoga kau maafkan aku ....

sakit

2009-11-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

Aku sakit
Sangat sakit

Sakit dibiarkan sendiri
Sakit diperlakukan begini
Sakit dalam kegilaan ini
Sakit dikhianati

Semoga aku tabah menahan sakit ini

aku rindu

2009-11-29T04:48:00.000+08:00

aku rindu
amat rindu
sangat rindu

rindu masa masa itu
tak tertahan rindu
hanya air mata pengubat rindu

aku sayang
aku cinta
sumpah tiada dua atau tiga
hanya satu

aku amat sayang
dan aku juga harap disayangi
dibelai dan dimanja

aku hanya mampu berharap dan berdoa

semoga Dia makbulkan doa aku!

akukah?

2009-11-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

buntu mencari sebab
bingung berfikir

akukah?

akukah yang bersalah?
akukah punca?

akukah?

akukah yang menjelikkan mata?
akukah yang membingitkan telinga?
akukah yang mengeruhkan semuanya?

akukah?

mungkin memang salah aku

kupohon maaf
mungkin aku tak sedar dan tak sengaja

semoga aku dimaafkan

2009-11-23T21:50:00.003+08:00

Only my cats understand me.
I thank God I have them to listen to me through bad and happy times!

A meow massages my heart!

Rasa ini

2009-11-22T13:22:00.004+08:00

Rasa macam nak pecah dada
Menahan sebak
Rasa macam nak pecah otak
Mencari sebab
Rasa macam nak pecah anak mata
Menahan cecair panas deras mengalir

Rasa macam nak tidur untuk selamanya ….

tom yam yam yam

2009-11-19T22:11:00.010+08:00

My Boss is not around these 2 days ade offsite training. Merdeka! Bukan merdeka ape, merdeka sebab takde email yang pushy dan menyalak2 ask to check this and that and ask me to join all the meeting and conference call. Tak cukup ngan email, ping lagi. Rimass! Memang my Boss is flexible and can give and take kalau nak work from home, nak dtg lambat siket or nak keluar lunch kol 3, tapi yang tak tahan tu bab meeting2 dan additional project yang bertimbun2 tu! kalau pikir pasal tu semua rase nak suruh Diana simbah petrol, amik lighter dan bakar jer I ni! Or Diana boleh cekik je bagi I mati. Tak payah susah2 nak buang duit beli petrol! Ok enough with work. Boring and suffocating!

Since I have less thing to do today, I decided go back early [cepatkah kalau pukul 6.30?] to go to Mid Valley untuk bershopping kasut. Charles and Keith adalah sales now. Yesterday I went to OU’s outlet to check out the sale, memang sales ade sampai 50% but takdak my size. Gampangkan? OU’s outlet is smaller than Mid Valley’s outlet. I really love CnK wedges yang tebal macam kapal tu. Tetapi half way [belom pon halfway, baru sampai TTDI jem dah macam haram. So I just asked him tu pusing dan balik rumah [mulut kata, takpe… len kali boleh pegi… tapi hati kata TIDAAAAAAAAAKKKKK!].

Untuk mengubat hati yang lara, we went to McD sebab terasa nak makan eskrem. Drive through aje. Nak makan dessert yang sedap2 malas nak masuk shopping complex. Semakk!

Then lepas Maghrib I cooked dinner for us.
Initially I wanted to cook porridge with ayam goreng kunyit. But. But when I want to cedok the beras from the fridge [yes I simpan beras dalam fridge, takut berkumbang dan ade ulat beras sebab 5 kilo boleh tahan sampai 6 bulan! Kalau tak simpan dalam fridge alamat memang berkulat ok!] Beras dah masuk air dan dah jadi macam tapai. Bau pon dah masam. Sedih jugak sebab bukan beras biasa, tapi basmathi. Beras yang 5 kilo tu pon Mama belikan. I would not buy beras kalau beli groceries. I kan perasan org putih, makan spaghetti dan pasta aje. Hehee. Haii ni kena tunggu Mama datang dan membebel takde beras kat umah baru kena beli! FYI, I pernah beli beras sekilo aje. SEKILO! Dan tahan 2 bulan kot!

So I ended up cooking bee hoon tom yam yang pedass berapiii. I used the paste that I bought kat Krabi, Thailand product. Meletup ok! Campak2 jer dalam air rebusan ayam the paste and all the vege plus cili padi, sambil tunggu mendidih, apelagi online dah fb lah!

Ade orang cakap sedapp! Heeee. Brani ke dia cakap tak sedap??? Brani??

XXL portion. dia punya

XS portion. saye punya

dah nak abissss ....

wooooooooo sedappp!

Ok lah I am really sleepy now. Kalau larat boleh pergi PROJET kejap! Bye and gud nite!

dinner and dobi

2009-11-16T23:18:00.009+08:00

Its been raining all day today and it makes my tulang sengal-sengal dan sifat pemalas mula menular. Nothing productive being done today at the office. Same lame stuff.

I have nothing interesting to share beside the menu for dinner tonite. I cooked curry noodle. Its actually spaghetti sebab I tak berapa suke mee kuning. Hehe lagipon me and pasta memang tak boleh dipisahkan. Ade orang baru start makan 2 sudu dah tanya… ade lagi tak kat dapur? Dasar penamak! dia sangat sukeee! Sedapp kata dia! I pon suke hatilah kena puji melambung!

curry spaghetti

With lots of lettuce, long beans, chunks of chicken shredded and fried garlic.

The rain also affected our laundry activity. Its been almost 2 weeks and all the dirty laundry is still that menggunung. And its been 2 weeks we've beent sending the dirty laundry to kedai dobi kat block A. Sampaikan ade orang tu takde baju kerja dah nak pakai esok. Just dapat collect 2 pasang yang dah siap iron from the kedai dobi. Yang lain2 belum siapp. Melammbakk orang hantar dobi ok! I takkan basuh baju kat rumah kalau hari hujan begini. Masam lah bau baju tak kering betul-betul. Nak tak nak basuh spender, bra-zil, boxer and socks sahaja dan sidai dlm rumah, bukak kipas full blast! itupon buat-buat termasukkan boxer dalam beg nak hantar dobi. hahaaa...

beg biru ikea dah melimpah ruah! ini tak tengok yang dalam beg plastik sampah itam dan dlm 2 tong baju kotor! haihh masalah betol!

Ok lah babai and gud nite. I want to eat my Cadbury cookies yang berintikan hazelnut. Wahhh sedapp ok!

Krabi Day 3 : Suday 08-11-2009

2009-11-15T15:32:00.010+08:00

Tanpa membuang masa, lepas breakfast dengan tidak mandi pagi we headed to Ao Nang town. Target: to wash and blow rambut supaya balik KL santekk dan wangii bila abang kiss. Haida sempat urut kaki and I made few of those ‘Dead Lock’ hair haha. Sempat shopping last menet to finish our thai baht dan berlari-lari anak mencari tuk tuk untuk balik ke hotel, mandi dan packing. On the way to the airport, the driver drop by at a souvenir shop. I bought sambal pedas thai style [apetah derang panggil makanan tu] dia ala-ala sambal goreng ikan bilis yang kering tu. pedas meletops!

Flight from Krabi to LCCT at 2.10 pm. Macam biasalah snack attack in the flight tak cukup. So we makan chicken rice yang rase dia so-so aje. Lepas makan kiok terus tertidur sampai nak landing kat LCCT baru terjaga sebab katebang langgar awan gemawan dan menyebabkan gegaran-gegaran yang mengerikan.

We landed at LCCT at about 4.30 KL time and took shuttle bus to Sentral. Husband masing-masing tak sabar nak amik kat sentral. Rinduuu lah tu!

So sampai situ je lah trip we olls this time. It was a fun and relaxing trip and I hope we can do it again in future. AA ade promotion ni. Cepat book!

Breakfast of the day.

Krabi map

thai boxing

haida sedang mem'blow'dry rambut

alaaaa dah nak balik dah

snack attack! huh mkanan limited. we ate chicken rice. not so sedapp!

'dead lock'? haha

Krabi Day 2: Saturday 07-11-2009

2009-11-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

After breakfast, dah keluar merayap untuk bermassage, makan-makan dan shopping sikit-sikit [sikit je]. From 11 am to 6 pm cam tu. Menikmati nasi goreng thai yang takde lah pedas sangat dan mango shake yang sedapp.

Dan pada hari itu jugalah telah tercipta sejarah. Sumpah terkejut ok! during the massage session, tetek mak telah dipegang oleh tukang urut yang agak lesbian perlakuannya! Sorry Sayang bukan u sorang je yang penah pegang! I was expecting dia letak towel kecik kat tetak masa terlentang tu, tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii … selamber jer dia urut-urut dada I ok! dan ckp auuuw sexy! Sebab we oll pakai thong. Dan mereka telah membetul-betulkan thong we olls! Huh! Tak relaaaaa!

Lepas dah lebam-lebam kena urut, kita seshopping sikit2 dan balik hotel. We had dinner at one of the restaurants that night. The tomyam sangat kaw! Lepas dinner, shopping lagi. Wa respect Haida kalau bab tawar-menawar. Sampai separuh harge boleh dapat kureng.

Believe it? we went for another massage session that night!

i like

lunch

mango shake

long tail boat parking di tepi pantai

haida, me and xana gerbera

seafood

ikan apekah?

perempuan sihir?

the thing that we enjoy most! massage!

dan kena raba tetek ngn minah thaii!

Krabi Day 1: Friday 06-11-2009

2009-11-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

Reached KL Sentral at 10.40 am. Tks Mizi for sending me to LRT Kelana Jaya. Sudah lama tidak naik LRT. Samapi berlaku kejadian kelakar bodoh ye. Biarlah Haida dan I sahaja yang tahu. Seperti biasa Haida memang terkenal dengan kelambatan dia. Wa pon relax2 je pusing KL Sentral melangap sambil minum kopi. Oh Haida ialah RTM – Ratu Time Management katanya!

We took the skybus to LCCT and check in. Flight from LCCT to Krabi International Airport at 1.30 pm. I was aiming the lasagna but lasagna has been replaced by spaghetti meatballs. The thing with AA is, the food memang tak pernah cukup. So I had the spaghetti and Haida had bryani tak boleh nak pilih daaa from the menu.

Sampai kat airport, dah ade shuttle tunggu to take us to the hotel. Hotel sangat kelass tapi tidak mengadap beach seperti yang diimagine. Oklah, I am not complaining since its free.

Selepas check in, we oll went to Ao Nang town pusing-pusing sambil mensurvey tempat untuk dituju for our massage session dan menikmati banana & nutella pancakes. Sedapp uolls! Oh yes, Haida and I had agreed not to join any of the activities like island hopping, trip to FIFI island, whatsoever. All we wanted to do is to enjoy the thai massage! Oh yeah! After dinner that night we oll dah enjoy the complimentary aromatherapy massage in our room! Lepas kena urut we oll tidur mati malam tu! tak kesah pon tak tidur ngan laki I u know!

ade sesiapa boleh explain kenapa ade lambang OKU? pilot OKU kah? Spena ade jawapan?

The hotel - Aree Tara

The Pool area

Singha drinking water. tak minum, takut mengaum macam singa dan taku mabokk plak!

our bed got Elly-phant

Mr Elly-Phant

Me in Tuk tuk heading to Ao Nang town

Haida: takut pasir masuk mata dan melekat kat contact lens

various kind of shakes

the delicious banana and nutella pancake

Ok to be continued for day 2 later. bye!

The day before the trip

2009-11-10T23:06:00.010+08:00

Oh yes, before I continue this entry, below is for Madam Janet to see. heheheee. ade brani pakai bikini boolat-boolat pink itam???

ok dah. back to the trip punya story:

I started packing at 2 am in the morning. Mulalah tak tahu nak bawak baju ape dan telah mengeluarkan hampir separuh daripada isi wardrobe. I memang begitu kalau nak travel. Kalau boleh nak bawak satu umah. Kalau travel berdua dengan sidia, memang akan menggunakan 2 begs. 1 beg AF I satu backpack dia. Dan I punya baju mesti ade menumpang backpack sidia. Haha. Kalau travel naik kereta, jangan ceritalah. Semua beg yang ade kalau bole nak dipenuhkan. Tak termasuk kasut, selipar, handbag, etc. Kasut or selipar nak kena matching dengan bajuuu ok! ok aku dah sangat merepek ni.

Di mane saya tadi ye…
Oh yess, packing. Siap packing at about 4 am cenggitu [packing sambil diselang-selikan dengan bermain fb ditemani oleh dengkuran ade orang tu. Terima kasih kepada Beebob dan Chuey kerana meneman saya packing [malam jumaat. Takut H]

Before I sleep that morning, I wonder how lah the trip without him yang mane selalunya saya akan menjadi sangat dependent dan tidak mengambil tahu langsung tentang ape2. I will hold his hand, berpimpin2 and follow him around. Hehe sedikit cuak disitu. takkan nak pimpin2 dgn Haidaa??! Tidak mengapa saya pasti boleh. Dan saya pasti Haida memang boleh.

FYI, the trip was fully sponsored by Haida’s company. Haida telah mengajak I untuk menjadi partner dia selama 3 hari 2 malam. ooopss kami masih waras dan masih berminat kepada kaum adam dan dingky dick mereka ye. Kami tidak berminat kepada nonox dan tetex! Haha.

This is my second trip to Krabi in 2009! rezeki jgn ditolak babe! Tengs Haida and Kelly Services and sorry Wani, walaupon ko berkhidmat selama beberapa tahun for Kelly ko ade dapat pergi Krabi Kelly sponsor?? ade?? hehe saje bakarr!

tak boleh decide nak bawak baju dan spender apeeeee!

si capuk meneman dan menyemak dalam beg

si belang juge

si capuk lagiii

si belang buat muke kiut dengan harapn dapat ikut!

ok itu sajelah cerita packing. I dah sangat ngantuk dan mahu tidur. esok I sambung part seterusnya!

fb ni memang bengong ke lately... tak boleh haplod gambar. kalau boleh pon separuh2 je! penat ok berusaha nak upload semua gambar Krabi dari kelmarin. Haihh! P/s - Haida, sila2lah upload. Jangan simpan sampai raye tahun depan!

Nite - nite uolls!

Krabi ..... again?!

2009-11-08T23:14:00.003+08:00

3 days 2 nights in Krabi with my BFF: various types of massage sessions, manicure and pedicure, thai style seafood dinner, couple of banana and nutella pancakes and mango shakes, thai style fried rice and fried chicken for lunch, a trip to a salon, spent few thousand baths for shopping including a 2 piece bikini [yes we bought a bikini!] but we didn’t even touch the sea water! And not even the swimming pool. We had fun pampering ourselves! Tks Haida for the trip! Fun oulls!

More stories and pics will be posted later!

Our 6th anniversary

2009-10-21T00:04:00.017+08:00

There’s no fancy gift for me or him this year. We decided to spend time together. Just the 2 of us in Genting. We went there late night on Friday bergesel-gesel berdua-duaan until Saturday evening. Short trip but we really enjoyed it! without Beebob and Chuey on the bed when they are not supposed to be on the bed! And without our lappy of course! [but I still curi-curi online from the Ipod heheee]

Went to few open houses and gathering and really enjoyed the food and company. Meriah, ala-ala semua orang celebrate our anniversary, but actually its raya open house. hehee… tks all for inviting and tks also for the wishes.

Had dinner on our anniversary night at Bora Asmara. Why Bora? Because someone told me the environment adalah romantis sekali dan jauh dari hiruk-pikuk manusia. Ok lah, ade orang nyanyi-nyanyi, lots of candles which I really like, the food also not bad.

Oh yes, I mentioned there’s no gifts kan. hehe not really actually. We went shopping before the dinner and bought ourselves some stuffs from Mid Valley. Hehe itu tak kira hadiah kan? sebab pilih sendiri.

We ended our anniversary celebration this year spending time together again on our own bed at home, with Beebob and Chuey also on the bed!

I LOVE YOU RUDY!!

2009-10-19T23:28:00.001+08:00

To my Sayang Rudy Effendi Mohd Shafie,

I LOVE YOU because:
You are such a charming botak and boroi husband [I got frens telling me u look like Afdlin Shauki. Adelah sedikit bangga]
You are a good lover, but not yet great aaaa… [But you are a great kisser]
You are not that hopeless romantic type [But you have your own style to be romantic, adalah dengan menjadi monster dan menggunakan kekuching dan teddy bear, membuat drama romantic for me]
You are a fun and funny husband [You even make me laugh secara pakse dengan menggeletek perut dan ketiak I]
You are helpful with the house chores [But I need to scream sometimes]
You are very generous to me. [But sometimes you asked me to pay first, later I can reimburse you said, and sometimes you buat-buat lupe. Takpe, you lupe, I tetap ingat!]
You are my greatest driver with built-in TomTom GPS navigator [But you like to complaint the way I drive! TomTom never complaint, just navigate! you know!]

Ade banyak lagi reason why I love you, but I can't really list it here [Its our secret ok! hehee]

Finally, I love you because I am your wife and you are my husband. Husband and Wife are supposed to love each other aren’t they?

Sayang,

I love you just the way you are and I hope you feel the same way too.
I am sorry if I act stupid and being such a bimbo sometimes.
Yes, I know I am a bimbo and always mengelupur when I am with you and I also know it really annoys you!
It comes naturally, to be mengada-ngada when you are around.
Just love it!
So bear with me for the rest of you life!

I love you Sayang!!

Yes I love You!
I love You more and more every year!
I love You!! Love You…. Love You…. Love You…. Love You…. Love You…. Love You…. Love You [chop! I cakap Love You lagi banyak!]

Lastly, Happy 6th anniversary and I LOVE YOU again and again!!!!

souled out and coke

2009-10-14T23:20:00.003+08:00

Because I am so happy today, I cooked extra special pasta served with grilled chicken breast. Heheee… pasta lagi!

macaroni with long beans in traditional tomato sauce with grilled chicken breast

Went for a ride, pusing-pusing hartamas just now, collected his photos from a photoshop there. The most nostalgic place in hartamas for me is Souled Out. I still remember we went there for dinner and dating 8 or 9 years ago. Lantak lah orang semua datang dengan impreza, beemer, honda, merc, we came with scooter aje! Selamber! Those memories masa dating-dating naik scooter, very precious u know! Zaman student, malam-malam merambu, pergi genting malam-malam, lepak kejap dan shoot balik kl balik, pergi uptown makan-makan, pergi makan nasik goreng pedas gile kat dusun. Best sangat! I wonder where I get the money tah that time to berjolly! Ade je duit. Sekarang lain lah kan, dah kerja dan banyak juge kad plastic membantu! Nak sangat back to those time. Nothing to worry about. Just study lite-lite aje. Sekarang banyak betol nak pikir. Pasal kerja, pasal duit, pasal itu, pasal ini. Pening kepala mak nok!

Sudahlah malas pikir-pikir! I wanna finish my coke he bought for me just now [sebab aku ckp aku haus sangat] Hilang ke haus minum coke uolls? Pening dan berangin perut aku. gas byk sgt!

G’nite uolls and have a happy Thursday!

unbreak my heart

2009-10-14T23:18:00.001+08:00

My heart is not broken anymore. Sealed perfectly.
Hopefully it will remain in 1 piece and will not break anymore forever!

2009-10-13T09:49:00.001+08:00

I know I have a heart because I can feel it breaking ......

saturday tragedy

2009-10-10T16:00:00.009+08:00

I am watching Knight Rider sambil browsing and facebooking. The new Knight Rider semakin merapek kan? Turbo boost activated? Flying, jumping back shining car with all the computer inside? Wtf? Kalau nak stunt pun agak-agak lah… dah terlampau canggih ok Knight Rider baru ni, sampai otak aku tak boleh terima! I miss the 80’s Knight Rider and of course I miss David Hasselhoff. Ensem!

I am so productive today. I woke up early because my Mom mms a pic of Ariana I guess. My beloved pink phone cannot view mms .. but they like to send me mms juge. Tensii.

Dengan bangganya I wanna tell, I cleaned up the 3rd room, changed the bed sheet, changed the curtain in my bed room, cuci toilet, buang bulu-bulu kucing serata rumah, cleaned my kitchen and basuh baju also!

Haha .. something happened masa I basuh baju dan sidai baju.

Remember my butterfly glasses yang dah longgar tu? bangun tidur memang meraba cari specs lah kan. malas nak tonyoh contact lenses pagi-pagi. Mengemas rumah dan membasuh really can burn your calory sampai berpeluh-peluh. Bila berpeluh, specs aku yang dah longgar tu pon easily slip. Terkembang-kembang idung nak tahan dari jatuh masa sidai baju.

Tetapi… entah bagaimana aku melibas baju, sampai tercampak specs. I thought it only tercampak dekat-dekat washing machine. But I heard something hit the lower unit’s awning. And next awning, next awning and next and next. Ohh shit! Spec aku jatuh ! from 7th floor ! Mengelipit aku lari masuk bilik dengan mata yang tak nampak [note: my rabun dah tahap nak buta. Sebelah 450, sebelah 500]. Shit! Shit! Dah lah memang takde specs extra! Yang lama-lama aku dah campak kat mane tah. So dalam meraba-raba tu, I tried to find my new contacts which are still in the boxes. The daily contact lenses yang kat atas shelf in the bath room semua dah habis pakai. Shit! Which one is left, which one is right? Meraba-raba cari tulisan power kat kotak-kotak tu! naseb my optometrist dah mark left and right dengan marker on those boxes.

I put on the contact lenses and rushed to the ground floor. alamak, atas rumput takde, atas corridor takde… [matilah kena ketuk pintu umah orang mintak tolong amik kan specs atas awning!] when I turned around nak naik balik sebab dah putus asa, I saw the specs. Tekalah kat mane? Dalam longkang uolls! Longkang kecik yang kering! Legaaa.. longkang-longkanglah! Selamat duit !

My butterfly specs miraculously survived after falling from the seventh-floor of my apt! She is not CK, not Gucci, not Guess, not DKNY also, she is just a plain chap ayam purple-ish butterfly specs!

Tempat kejadian.

Melantun-lantun she fell on this kind of awning!

From 7th floor! Tinggi ok!

She survived!

Little minor injuries only!

Ok lah uols he called already. Dah nak sampai umah, I need to bersiap2 nak keluar! Good bye and happy Saturday!

malam jumaat!

2009-10-08T23:14:00.007+08:00

Finally its malam Jumaat and tomorrow is Friday! Yeay!

I am no longer live in fear at home when it comes to malam Jumaat. He’s around. Before this, if he’s on night shift, bercinta nak balik rumah dan menghabiskan malam Jumaat di rumah. Macam-macam aku imagine ok! lagi2 kalau terbukak TV3 yang ade cerita hantu di malam Jumaat. Cecepat tukar channel, sampai nak tercampak remote Astro tu! Masa gosok gigi dan cuci muke plak, takut nak tengok cermin. Takut nampak benda lain! Eeee naik bulu roma. Tidur malam, make sure lampu tidur tu on, dan kunci pintu bilik supaya Beebob and Chuey tak keluar dari bilik. Pasrah lah kalau derang berak dalam toilet bilik! Biar lah bau baeng pon takpe! Tidur pon tak tenteram uolls!

Sekarang tidak lagi takut! Bahkan I suka malam Jumaat!

Puasa ganti dan sunat harini. Sebab dah rase bloated. Too bloated already. So buka tadi masak simple2 aje. Chicken grill for him, he still cannot eat red meat because of gout, lamb grill for me, potato salad and whole meal toasted tuna sandwich [ade orang tu terpaksa makan whole meal bread and salad sebab banyak penyakit menyerang]

mine. lamb grill with lots of green salad and potato salad

his. chicken grill, sandwich and small portion of salad.

Ok lah I nak tidur dah… ngantuk dan penat sangat ni. Nite alls and happy Friday!

Oops …..
Guess what I found on my bed?

menyebokk ahh!

telentang sana sini!!!!

fenatt

2009-10-06T23:47:00.001+08:00

Seriously, no joking, tersangat penat. The day in the office still packed with back to back meeting. The last meeting I attended today ends at nearly 8.00pm. Tomorrow’s gonna be another series of meeting to finalize few things on the processes. Hai lah… tak suke! Lunch pon tak sempat.

We only had megi for dinner. I cannot tahan already to have dinner kat kedai. Tak larat. All I wanted was a nice shower, wash my hair and bermalas on the bed while watching tv. Thanks to him because masakkan megi kari letak cili padi and pecah telur. sedapp.

Its been a month already I didn’t stay longer than 5.30 in the office. I just cabut dengan alasan nak masak for berbuka. At home, I will still online during the night after berbuka ok! So bile busy and balik lambat like these 2 days, I feel very tired!

Tomorrow I am going to try kopi kacip Fatimah! I heard it works untuk mengelakkan keletihan dan untuk tenaga berpanjangan [harap-harap berpanjangan sampai ke tengah malam. suke lah ade orang tu. heheee]

Not sure what is the purpose of this entry actually. Just to express myself I guess.

Ok lah uolls, good nite!
I wanna continue watching the next DVD of Little Britain with my Sayang on the bed!

mandi time!

2009-10-05T21:38:00.010+08:00

Macam nak meletup pundi kenching tahan beberapa liter, dari lepas lunch. Berkejar-kejar from 1 meeting room to another. Back to back meeting today uolls! Tak suka ok feeling-feeling busy mengalahkan perdana menteri macam ni!

Ehh apeda… I wanna tell about mandi manda kan?!! lari topic pulak.

Bukan I yang mandi manda ok! tapi the 2 badaks!

Beebob memang terkenal suke mandi manda dan berendam. She can spend hours in the bathroom sambil verangan dalam baldi. She can sit still on my lap while I towel dry or blow dry her!

yeay yeah mandi!

muke stim dapat mandiii

lek lek jer...

gimme more!

done. now keringkan bulu.... ala tayang mummy!

But not Chuey. Chuey akan bertukar menjadi kucing gile meroyan kalau time mandi. Memang lemah dan bertaubat nasuha kalau nak mandikan dia. Tapi sebab Chuey sudah berbau tungkik, aku terpaksa juga mandikan. Just imagine sleeping with a furry tungkik!
Tidak enak.

Sebelom mandi dia dah buat perangai duduk bawah kati dan tak nak keluar. Sampailah ade orang tu terpaksa guna hikmat penyedut hampagas untuk memaksa Chuey keluar dari tempat persembunyian dia! Dan aku pon terpaksa menangkap dia dalam keadaan cemas dan berdebar-debar [takut kena gigit dan kena cakar dek si kucing gile]

tak sempat bertaubat! Meowww! 2 dass cakaran landing kat aku. Sakit ok! Bisa dan dan pedih. Ciss anak tak kenang budi! tak sah kalau tak kena cakar or gigit kalau mandikan si tanggang itam ni!

Sorry no picture of Chuey masa mandi. dah gile? kang dia baham camera aku!

sakitt!

Now I have a very strange feeling already. I feel like eating canned tuna and also craving for milk shake. Apekah? ha?? CAT WOMAN??? Ohh tidakk!

MEOWW!

[tengah berangan ... nak design costume cat woman! Hahahaaa]

Ok lah daaaa… I nak makan tuna mayonnaise dengan roti gardenia sambil tengok Little Britain dan menyiapkan report! nite uolls!

another weekend on syawal 2009

2009-10-05T02:04:00.009+08:00

Friday I took half day. Malass nak kerja. In the evening, I invited my office mates beraya di rumah. By batch laa… takde open house, rumah I kecik uolls! Next will be my close frens and his. About 3.30 am baru habes kemas and I fell asleep at about 4.30 am after layan fb kejap. Tade pics sebab aku sebokk memasak dan melayan tetamu. ade orang tu ade camera besarr tapi lambat pulak upload kat fb, kalau tak boleh copy dan paste kat sini! heheee...

Saturday, I woke up at nearly 2.00 pm. Malas2 kat rumah sambil kemas2 kitchen, basuh baju and changed the bed sheet. In the evening, went to my ex-boss’ open house. the foods were awesome! Then redah rumah bujang Nizam, beraya dan lepak, dihidangkan dengan air mineral, canned Nescafe dan snack bawak sendiri sambil tgk little Britain. Gila babiii kelakauu! Sakit perot tak hilang dari Friday. Doctor suspected appendix, tapi tak confirm. Takde tanda2 yang positive. I took the medicine and Little Britain marathon till 4.30 am. Takde gambar jugak sebab camera kecik i habes bateri. ok i know, my bad, malas nak charge!

Sunday, again, woke up at nearly 2.00 pm. Sambung basuh baju, mandikan Beebop and Chuey, cooked lunch and watch dvd G.I Joe with him. Petang, pergi sungai wang, beli stock contact lens. 6 months stock ok! then I decided to trim my fringe. Trim ceeput jer, tujuh hengget! Cess! Malam, open house rumah my office mate, Ipah. Perrgh sup tulang sangat sedapp! Pekena teh o ais and tahu bakar kat up-town, then balik mengadap report sikit2. sakit hati! ni ade pics kat bawah!

Sunday simple lunch. Chicken carbonara with ribena. yeah i know. pasta again??

Mandikan kucheng. later i'll tell the whole story. Meoww!

fringe: before. memang tade fringe

fringe: after. tade bezakan? potong sket je charge 7 hengget! naseb aku desperate nak nampak muda siket. tade fringe nampak tua ok!

karipap ipah yang yummieh! aku je makan dalam seploh hengget kalau nak beli kat makcik tepi jalan pagi2 tu!

stock for 6 months. i switch from daily acuvue to 2 weeks. this one is more moist dan boleh pakai overnight. aku memang suke. sebab malas nak bukak contact lens memalam[kekadang terlupa]. kalau dah bukak tak nampak. rabun tahap dah nak bute! tak best lah kalau ehem2 tak nampak sekeliling! heeheeee...

Ok lah uolls i nak jenguk ade orang tu tgh iron baju. Kang terbakau pulak rumah i! [sukee dgn agreement baru ni. kena iron baju sendiri2!]

Happy Monday and happy always uolls!!

tragedi baju raye

2009-09-26T01:49:00.011+08:00

Masa kitorang balik Melaka before raya, semua baju belom siap. Aku dah start hangen dah masa tu sebab kitorang hantar kain dan buat fitting before puasa lagi, and my mum dah pesan kat si Pondan tu, kitorang tak raya Melaka dulu.

Guess what? 3 days before raya baru siap my 3 pasang baju kurung and his 1 pasang baju melayu. Initially Adek wanted to send it over to KL but Mama tak bagi pegi KL. So Wani decided to courier it over using Citylink. Since her previous company uses Citylink service, and they are reliable. Aku dengan debaran di dada, menunggulah parcel sampai. I purposely asked Wani to put my office address because the at the concourse sentiasa ade guard. Manelah tahu kalau courier kat rumah, kitorang takde rumah or tak dengar orang ketuk pintu [lagipon rumah aku takde bell la…hehe. Scarry ok kalau tetiba memalam buta bell berbunyi2 and when you open the door there’s no one there!]

The parcel was sent to Citylink counter in Melaka Raya on Thursday and it was marked under urgent, and it was supposed to reach my office on the next day, which is on Friday. Estimated, reach my office mail room after lunch macam tu. so, luch time I called Wani to get the reference number and I call Citylink customer service.

‘oh parcel sudah keluar from our warehouse lah, hari ini juga, mesti sampai’

Ok lega sikit when people gave you assurance like that kan? I continued my busy day on Friday, the last day of working before my long leave for raya. Plus sebokk promosi cookies, training, etc. at 4.30pm, I went up to mail room to check. Aikk still tak sampai. I call the customer service again.

‘mesti sampai punya, dispatch kita dah keluar dari pagi tadi. Mail room you tutup pukul 6 kan? paling lambat pon itu parcel mesti sampai before pukul anam setengah. I rase dispatch lambat sebab jem, hujan banyak lebat!’

Aku dah start hangen plus maki sesikit. Gilekah nak tunggu sampai anam setengah. Aku nak buka puasa, rumah belom habes kemas, baju belom habes cuci dan ade sebatch yang belom lipat, belom packing, malam ni nak balik kampong, housemate aku pulak sakit lutut, tak boleh drive beli makanan… kemakk!

Pukul anam still tak sampai and when I called the customer service, they all closed already. Tomorrow open at 9.00am. I call the mail room at 6.40pm, for the last time, the guy kata, memang Citylink takde datang that day for delivery. I thanked the guy for waiting until late just for my parcel, packed and went for buka at OU.

Dalam hujan renyai-renyai driving home, air mata tak tertahan-tahan meleleh, mengenangkan naseb takde baju raya this year. First time ever takde baju raye, masa raya tahun 2006 balik dari UK dulu bukan takde baju raye, itu memang tak tempahh!

We decided to delay our balik kampong that night. Will call Citylink first thing in the morning the next day and balik kampong after we get our baju. Ok juge sebab his knee still sakit that night.

So the next morning, he called Citylink. Dan belagak garang.

‘Make sure the parcel is at the collection counter! I will come before 12 noon!’

Celaka kan? dah bayar rm15 for the courier service, kena collect pulak kat shah alam. We don’t want to take the risk to ask the dispatch to send it over to our house. Kang alasan apetah lagi, tak jumpe rumah apetah.

I waited for 10 minutes at the reception for the parcel. Someone’s collecting it from the warehouse located at the back of the reception. The Indian girl at the reception pulak buat gua hangen, dah ckp, aku nak cepat, dia buat lembab2, call warehouse, nyanyi2 kecil, main internet, takde sense of urgency at all! Until I yelled at her!

‘Brape lama lagi mau tunggu? Husband I dah called this morning, and u guys confirmed my parcel is ready to be collected here!’

Bengang and needed fresh air, I went out and ngadu to him. Then a Chinese guy with a parcel came out and asked me if I am waiting for my parcel. Iyelah bodoh! Ingat aku buat ape kat situ? hanj betol!

‘Sorry miss, smalam hujan lebat dispatch lambat sampai, bila dah sampai rumah u, takde orang di rumah’

What the fuck la kan! penipuuu… the address on the parcel is my office address! Takde orang di rumah???? Kalau nak tipu pon bijak lah siket kawan! Aku lagilah mengamok! Then he gave other reason, byk dispatch dah start cuti raye. Is that my farking problem???? Tah ape2 tah dia bebel2 lagi after that. I signed the paper and blah jer

After all the drama, finally we got our baju raya.

Pengajaran:
1- Tempah baju raya sekurang2nya 6 bulan before raya
2- Kena call tukang jahit setiap minggu, buat follow up on the progress baju2 semua
3- Make sure si Pondan tak angau bercinta, kena concentrate on baju bukan asyik nak bukak baju
4- Make sure, kalau nak courier baju raya, kena call customer service dan mintak hp no mat2 dispatch yang pemalas2 tu, so that boleh maki derang kalau lambat atau bagi alasan bodoh
5- Cadangkan courier service pasang GPS kat lorry2 dan motor2 dispatch, supaya derang tak boleh megular dan megelat pergi makan roti canai dan minun teh tarik

muka serabai macam singa betinaaa

sape tak takot tengok singa betinaa camni??

hah! letih nak jerit2 baru dapat!

konon!

kan aku dah kata, address office! gileke takde orang di rumah!

memeriksa hasil kerja si Pondan. naseb quality maintain walaupon banyak 'main-main'

ok lah uolls I nak makan lai chee kang. bye!

hari raye ....

2009-09-23T01:43:00.000+08:00

This year raya kat Seri Manjung dulu, baru balik Melaka.

Same celebration, different year and baju raye jer [later I story the baju raye tragedy] Hehe…

Enjoy the raye pictures !

selamat hari raya !!

2009-09-19T07:01:00.004+08:00

random: 4 days before raya

2009-09-15T20:47:00.003+08:00

4 days to raya. I don’t have the raya hype at all. Baju raya pon si pondan tak siapkan lagi. Haihh!

But I am proud of myself. Remember I said I wanna cook for him? Yes, lately, almost everyday I cook for buka. Variety of pastas, noodles and also nasik dan lauk-lauk simple. Tapi ade gak hari yang terkucil termakan kat luar dan berdining-dining gitew. There’s 1 day, aku merajuk, gaduh apetah, balik dari office, singgah pasar ramadhan konon malas nak masak dan takde mood nak dinner kat luar. Sampai 3 kali aku pusing bazaar cari apekah makanan yang menyelerakan. Hampehh ok. I bought popiah 2 hinggit and kuey teow goreng yang hampehh. Menyesal pulak tak masak aritu.

On the other story, Wani got a new job and having a good position now. I am happy for her. Tak sia-sia teman gi interview sampai Singapore! Tapi ok juge, dapat shopping-shopping kat sana dan sampai juge ade orang tu ke kota singa! To Wani: I know u can do it! I have faith in you puan manager!

Yang-yang also got a new job. So sudden kan? Rezeki. He didn’t apply for it. One of his friend yang recommend. Insya-Allah lepas raya start kerja baru. Location is also near to our home and my office. Alhamdulillah, there’s an increment also on the salary! [kalau tak takkan dia nak tukar keja kan? ] Syukur sangat dengan rezeki Allah! The most important thing is, he will be working normal hours, no night shifts anymore! Meaning more time together malam-malam! itudia yang aku sukee! ;)

As for me, I am still with my mangkok hayun company. Takde orang nak hire aku [sebab aku pon takde kuase nak cari kerje] Pasrah dengan kedaaan sekarang. Janji hujung bulan aku dapat gaji, medical fully covered, sakit pening, sakit gigi, buat sepek, beranak covered, takde kesesakan jalan raye, 10 menet dah sampai office, masuk lambat balik awal takde orang nak memekak ! Its my comfort zone already. Kalau aku nak resign boleh, tapi nak buat ape, bukannya ade baby nak jage, setakat beebob and chuey… kalau dua-dua kerja, lebih lah income, nak beli apepon I punya suke kan Sayang?!! I like!!!

Speaking about kerja kan, aku tidak masuk office arini. Cirit from last nite. Adelah 23 kali masuk jamban. I guess it’s the buffet food on Sunday lah! hissh! Kan aku kata makan kat rumah lagi best dan selesa!

Ok lah, that’s all for now. I am going to kacau him dibilik sebelah! Hahaha here I come sayang!!

oh yess, i cooked this today: fish cake and fucuk bee hoon soup with kangkung. sebab perut sakit tak boleh makan spicy and oily food!

sabtu, ahad, isnin, selasa ...

2009-09-10T22:41:00.004+08:00

balik kampung
masak-masak
makan-makan

pergi singapore
shopping-shopping
gelak-gelak
penat-penat
sakit-sakit badan
happy-happy

balik melaka balik
masak-masak lagi
makan-makan lagi
gelak-gelak
main-main dengan baby

balik kl
sangat tak suke!
sebab kena kerje!

;(

penatt

2009-09-03T23:16:00.008+08:00

Damn today the meeting with my boss habess very the late. The meeting was supposed to finish at 5.30 but dragged sampai pukul 6.30. Harem. Normal lah meeting to announce this and that, to appoint this person to lead this, that person to lead that. I am one of that unlucky person. Hoh! I have been with the company for almost 3 years, its always like that. U take up more challenge and responsibilities, u work until midnite, 24 hours seems not enough in a day, u go for 18 meetings and telecons a day, u work on your day off, u work on your sick leave, etc… in the end, macam ni jugak…. What I mean is, most of the promises are all janji palesu. Well maybe I am not that good to be promoted as a manager or whatever, but what about the rest yang perform and obey to every single thing the bosses’ instruct to do. Without doubt, the company memang suke perah kederat! Haha… tetiba aku emo plaks. Whatever! But at least the benefits and coverage is good. Not like some company yang bagi outpatient coverage for rm300 a year and no coverage on maternity! Sorry Wani, aku memang maksudkan company ko! Heheeee…

Ok memang confirm teremo lebih when it comes to work, sebab because of the meeting yang abes lambat, membuatkan aku bersilat dan melompat, melantun in the kitchen to prepare the food for buka today. Sampai rumah dah pukul 6.45, campak baju kurung, ganti seluar katuk, baju kecik, rebus spaghetti, defrostkan ayam, siang sayur, potong bawang, tumis dan grill ayam, tos spaghetti, jerit kejap, Yang! Tolong buat air dah kol brape ni!,amik pingan, letak spaghetti, letak kuah, letak ayam, asingkan ayam dia dalam pinggan lain, amik camera, amik gambar, duduk and azan! Ngam-ngam settle semua atas meja! Tak sampai setengah jam ok kat dapur! Penat! But I am happy dan puas hati makan kat rumah dan bermanja2.

Just the two of us. Minimum food on the table

Spaghetti bolognese with grilled chicken and french beans

After Maghrib and Yaasin, aku telelap sekejap dengan telekung atas katil! Haihh letih!

Terjaga sebab I remember I promised him to lipat all the baju. Its been more than 2 weeks aku tak lipat baju. Kesian dia korek t-shirts and boxers dan berkedut2 bila pakai. So lipat pelan2 sambil tengok Beverly Hills Chihuahua. He’s off to terawih kat surau bawah. Oh yess, our bedroom has a tv now. Oh sangat seronok menonton dvd dalam aircond! Feel like in a hotel room! Thanks Sayang! [kena marah dan bergaduh juge sebab tak sabar2 nak bawak masuk tv from his room dan alihkan katil] takpe, berbaloi kena marah!

satu katil penuh baju belom lipatt.

itu adalah Chueyy sebokk tengok chihuahuas yang kiuts

Now I feel like eating or drinking something sweet. Ok ahh nak ajak ade orang tu pergi makan ice-cream. Mmmmm burger king’s hershey sundae pie pon sedapp ok! Da and good nite alls!

Yeay esok Friday. Esok nak balik kampong!!!

selipiiii

2009-09-03T01:08:00.003+08:00

I am damn sleepy!

Few days in a row tak cukup tido!

Tak cukup tido sbb byk kerja and also layan nur kasih kat catch up tv!

haihh good nite now i wanna sleep! [tak boleh nak bukak mata dah!]

ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZ

1Malaysia

2009-08-31T01:30:00.001+08:00

Merdeka!
Happy birthday Malaysia!

Hoh! Merdeka lah, I am working on Merdeka day!! Haiihh!

hati sakit!

2009-08-29T18:40:00.001+08:00

saya main masak-masak

2009-08-27T23:24:00.008+08:00

First time cooking for berbuke today [angan-angan bukan main nak masak hari-hari untuk suami terchenta… huh tinggal harapan!]

Reached home at about 6.30 pm, like always bersilat in the kitchen with Diana’s help. Managed to prepare all before Maghrib. Just nice! Finally berbuke at home with my Yang-yang and few of my friends.

Menu from my kitchen:
Fettuccine mushroom and chicken carbonara
Grilled lamb
Fresh salad with egg and mayo
Sunquick orange juice
The o panas
Nescafe 3 in 1
Air suam

Yummieh!!

Nite all and have a good Friday tomorrow! [I bet mine is not good!]

Tuhan menguji, kita menerima

2009-08-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

Sangat gile.

I have ulcer on my tongue + the not yet 100% cured surgery scars in my mouth + I am fasting + my mouth is very dry because I cannot drink and chew some blueberry dentyne + I cannot say bad things and cursing because I am fasting = I sound so sengau and pelat when I talk. Oh what really happened to me huh???

dugaan dan ujian di bulan Ramadhan ….. dugaan... dugaan..

haepp !! sudah lah janganlah asik nak mongomel dan komplen!

bersyukur ok sebab Tuhan sayang dan mendapat ujian-ujian hidupp [cehh sakit sikit pon cakap macam dapat ujian yang hebat]

I can't wait for tomorrow, esp waktu berbuke esok!!!

Nite all! dream of me!!

mr brown buat arobik!!

2009-08-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

one day, i found him and his new pink buddy on the bed, doing this:

siap u sayang!!! i'll make all your gundams buat renang berirama in the toilet bowl !!

and mr brown will say to the freakin' robots :

so long suckers!!! [sambil tersenyum gembiraaa]

Selamat berpuasa

2009-08-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

Finally! I have finished my 1 week of working. Feel like forever to finish the bloody week! I hate wake up in the morning knowing that I need to work [its not the same if I wake up in the morning, knowing that I have a flight to catch for a nice beach vacation ok!]

Its been 2 weeks since the surgery. The pain is 80% gone now. I can eat and drink everything, but I notice liquid food and water can easily make me tersedak! Its because I am not use to have empty space in my throat for so long and there's nothing there to make slow down flow of the liquid when it passes my throat! [pepandai jer teori apetah aku]. Few people said I look slimmer now. Oh really?! But yesterday and just now, I ate like a pig u know! teheeee...

Ramadhan will start tomorrow. I am so happy! Reminder to myself: banyak-banyakkan ibadat dan amalan di bulan yang mulia ini !! Like always, I will wear only baju kurung to office for the whole of Ramadhan. Start to korek all the baju kurung already because I don't want to repeat the same baju [saya suka bergaya, tak tahu kah?]. Saya memang adalah seksi dan seksa dalam pemakaian tetapi aku ade banyak baju kurung ok! Mak saya suke pakse buat baju kurung!

Saya adalah bertekad untuk menyediakan juadah berbuka puasa untuk husband gemok yang terchentaaa. If possible everyday. Dan bertekad to leave the office as early as I can. I do not want last year's sad history to repeat, yang mane I was alone at home berbuka sorang2! Macam taikk! This year I hope he will always be at home to buka with me! Hint-hint ni ok Sayang!

ok lah y'all, dikesempatan ini, I would like to wish selamat berpuasa and jgn notty-notty ok!

sanggu sangat comel

2009-08-18T17:45:00.001+08:00

I survived my first day in the office after my long medical leave. Lucky I have been online from home the prior week to clear emails, etc. Otherwise, meninggal aku layam email yang berjuta-juta tu. Isshhh don’t really understand, why people like to send emails and copy the whole universe. Aku takde kena mengena pon nak masuk dalam copy list buat hape??

Been eating almost like normal today. Diana said, its just my penakut feeling nak makan. Penakut sakit. My trick is to take pain killer before meal, and the pain is less. Dah hentam makan asam pedas ikan pari and tempe for lunch. Oii mak memang sedapp. Lepas makan ada rase pedih-pedih sikit and ade few nasik macam tersekat. Heee he. I will survive !! Thank God nak puasa tak payah nak pk camne nak makan dan membesarkan perut. Iye ke? bukan dah beli vouchers/booked table for Ramadhan buffet kat Tropicana? Kantoii!

Now I am watching Korean drama, channel 303, He Who Can’t Marry dalam keadaaan mengantuk dan malas. Oh I really want a cute dog like Sanggu pls! Aku sudah terpengaruh dengan kegilaan Korea Mizi dan Diana ini!! Pls help me!

Will go to sleep early because I cannot tahan already. So sleepy!
Gud nite y’all!

new layout

2009-08-16T16:40:00.003+08:00

Tks to him. but i think it needs more touch up to make it more personalize [to show this is my blog lah].

Work is still in progress…..

Nak harapkan aku memanglah fail bab-bab I.T ni. Lucky I have an on site I.T engineer/technician/help desk in the house. He’s been doing a very good job servicing eh serving me!

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Fuck tomorrow I am back to work!
Ok going out now to ease the pain and to reduce the nervousness before entering the hell tomorrow! Daaaa……

oh nasi goreng!

2009-08-16T02:16:00.006+08:00

Finally, my proper meal after 1 week plus on ice-creams and soft diets!!
But I didn’t manage to finish the whole plate of that nasi goreng kampong because its spicy and I imagine that the anchovies got stuck in my throat! Yikes!

But when it comes to ice-cream, I can finish the whole lot in no time!!!! slurrrp!

Happy Sunday y'all!!!

LDP dan belakang pasar? tajuk takde kena-mengena

2009-08-14T02:33:00.001+08:00

Finally, after more than a week I didn’t drive, I sent him to work and I pick up my geng from the office to have dinner. LDP adalah hanjeng. Jem manjang.

Bought a tub of Haagen Dazs from OU and went to our port at belakang pasar for dinner. No other place can beat belakang pasar! Not even Delicious kan! We had so much fun teasing and cursing each other. Catching up after being away for a week! Lots of story ehh mak nyah drag semua!

Bought a new heels and a new handbag. Chap ayam jer, janji dapat shopping!!! Jusco pon Jusco lah. Jusco is the only place I can shop after 10 pm, and they are having sales!

Now my throat is burning and gatal-gatal, I guess because of the keropok lekor I ate just now. Oh how am I going to sleep??!! Taken pain killer already. Hope I can sleep well tonite. Will see dr Awal tomorrow for post-operation check up. I wish Awal will gimme another week of mc! [apelah gunanya mc kalau hari2 mengadap note book, work from home? sudah lah!]

Gud nite all!

saya laparrrrrrr

2009-08-13T02:31:00.004+08:00

I am back in KL, at home. Still on mc until Friday. Itu yang free sgt boleh update blog. I miss my bed and I miss my 2 kitty cats. As I type this entry, they are on the bed with me. Mengadap muke aku sambil grrrr grrrr…

The wound is still painful especially nak makan, minum, kunyah, bersin, even sendawa pon sakit! Tidur air liur basi bertakung sebab sakit nak telan air liur and I still have the coughing and tersedak-sedak masa tidur malam. ishhh sangat seksa ok! even nak jelirkan lidah keluar pon sakit! ok maybe aku memang mengada-ngada tak tahan sakit, tapi memang sakit. Wa tak tipuuuuuuuuuu!

I still can’t eat solid food. I only eat ice-creams, puddings, and baby nestum with fresh milk. I am starving ok! and I think I have lost weight! Its been 6 days already ….. when I woke this morning, my hot pants nearly tertanggal, dah longgar [perasan. Ahaks] my tummy also flat ok [perasan lagi]. Tak caya Tanya Rudy. I am not that heavy kan sayang when I was on you just now? Ooopsss…

What I ate for the past 6 days?
-Mat Cool ice-cream yang hospital bagi for lunch
-2 sudu air from the porridge from the hospital
-Almost a tub of vanilla flavored Haagen Dazs Amir bought for me
-Ipah’s cheesecake, half piece. Sedapp, tapi sayang memang tak boleh makan! Tersedak!
-Couple of cups of ice-creams brought by Nasrah, Faten, Pei and Ipah
-Sekelar ikan pari share ngan Wani, try hirup asam pedas mama, tersedak rase cam nak mati!
-A bowl of mama’s sup daging yang sedapp tapi sayangnye tak boleh makan daging, makan kentang aje
-Fish burger. Ade hati nak makan sebab lapar dan teringin sangat, Wani ckp sedapp. Lepas makan, muntah semua!
-A small tub of Strawberry flavored Haagen Dazs. Nyaman….
-Setengah ketul KFC… makan pelan2 sambil teguk air. Malam batuk sampai tak boleh tidur
-A slice of pizza. Hahaaaa sempat ekk makan pizza. Tapi tanggung ahh sakit nye!! Batukk dan tersedakk masa tidur malam!
-Couple of bowls of baby cereal with fresh milk which keep me survive. Tks to Shidan yang salah beli. Nak beli nestum, nestum takde, dia belasah beli nestum for babies!
-2 spoons of pasta just now and a bit of omelets. Macam ok skit but still perit masa nak telan
-2 batang popsicle ice-creams Yang Yang bought. Huhh I want Baskin or Haagen Dazs pls esok!
-And, paling banyak:

Dah nak naik gile makan ubat ni semua!! He said just now, I smell like the hospital. Bloody antibiotics! I smell antibiotic all over my body! Dah letak bekoyan body butter pon bau lagi kah?!!!

bile boleh keluar pergi shopping ni? ok esok bagi alasan nak makan ice-cream sedap or choc avalance, or ice blended kat the curve ke, kat ou ke, sambil tu boleh cuci mata dan shopping! pecah rekod ehh, I didn't visit any shopping complex for a week already!

---stress because I am starving but I cannot eat and I smell like antibiotics!----

Tonsil oh tonsil !!

2009-08-10T01:45:00.001+08:00

Been in the hospital last week. Oh pls don’t speku ahhh… I don’t have H1N1. Finally those beloved tonsils have been out of my throat. After keeping them for so long, they are so big! Few visits to clinics before and after the Krabi trip, even the strongest antibiotics couldn’t help. Until last week, a clinic gave a referral letter to opt for tonsillectomy. Scarryy uolls! Its kinda reunion with my doctor who has been treated me last 2 years because of acute tonsillitis!

That is my first ever surgery ok. Itu pasal wa sangat cuak. We kept it to ourselves only [and some of my geng in the office]. I didn’t even tell Wani. I don’t want to trouble both families because it was Thursday and I understand everybody’s busy with work, school, etc. Do you think I can keep a secret? Heheeee. Late night, before the surgery I call my mum from the ward. Berborak2, talked to Ariana, then mum asked me, kat mane ni? alamak kang gua tipu dosa lak… dah kantoiii kat hospital! Not even 5 mins after I put down the phone Wani called. Oh mum and her mulut tempayan! They will come on Friday after work. Kan aku dah kata kecoh satu Melaka nak datang!

Oklah, so that night I didn’t sleep well. Kept on thinking what Diana told me, macam lembu kena sembelih nok! Pening nanti lepas operation, yada yadaaa…. Oh yess, before admitted, sempat lagi wa makan nasik goreng ayam yang sangat pedas dan meletop kat uptown!

2 jam sekali nurse datang amik temperature, bagai. At 6 am, nurse dah bagi baju for surgery and a disposable panty. Oh my God baju itu sangat sexy ok! ikat 3 kali je kat belakang. Tak sanggup! Lepas mandi and solat Subuh, I put on the dress and the panty. Eeee sangat kasar ok material panty tu. tidak selesa! And I waited for the OT staff to come. Dag dig dug!!!! They come with a stretcher [tapi besar macam katil actually] at 7.40 am camtu. Pening ok atas katil orang tolak masuk lift bagai! Salam Yang Yang kissed him. Sayu plak rase hati. Emo tak tentu pasal, bukannya major operation pon.. tapi manelah tahu, nyawa ditangan Tuhan kan!

Dalam OT tu ade patient lain kat holding area. It was so cold. I am not sure if its really cold or I was so nervous! A sweet thin lady came asking me to sign for permission to put me under anesthetic. Ok I signed. Then they push me into the OT. OT 2. Ok time ni memang gua dah gelabah abbess. I wish Yang Yang was there to listen to my crappiness. There were 3 people in the OT, the sweet lady, on my left, fixing something to my drip, a nurse, placing benda tampal-tampal on my chest and the other guy, preparing all the equipment. Habis terbukak2 baju aku semua. Lantak lah! I didn’t see dr Awal yet. Where is he? Traffic jem kah? Then I heard the sweet lady said…. Puan, baca Bismillah, mengucap. Lepas mengucap, I don’t know what happened. Blank!

When I woke up, I cannot see clearly because I don’t have my glasses with me. Everything was so blur and the whole area was spinning. I feel like vomiting. The first thing I did was, telan air liur, to make sure those tonsils have been removed. Yess, memang sakit dan pedih! Confirmed dah selamat! Painful ok!

They brought me back to my room. I asked Yang Yang what was the time? It was 10.40 am. Aikk?? Awal told me the surgery took only half an hour. Ni dah dua jam? Iyelah kot Awal stuck in a traffic jem! No lah, joking, its longer than half an hour because tonsil itu sudah besar dan agak complicated nak keluarkan. Ngerii ok bila imagine. Aku plak gatal pergi utube tonsillectomy before that!

It was so painful after all the pain killer has gone. I couldn’t open my mouth, I couldn’t talk… lunch time, my geng came, and I cannot tahan dengan perangai memasing, I started to talk and laugh and of course take pictures! Derang balik je, sakit datang lah balik! Thanks to Yang Yang, amik emergency leave to take care of me.

On Friday, Yang Yang kena masuk office dah… Diana skipped work to teman me the whole day sampai malam. Tks non! Haida came and visit also. How she know ahh? Of course lah Wani si mulut tempayan itu! heheheee.. After Diana left, Mama, Abah, Shidan, Wani and Baby came. Selamberr seludupp baby masuk hospital malam2! Yang Yang and my baby brother still in Seremban for wedding shoot. When Yang Yang sampai, derang semua balik umah aku. That nite I vomited. Habiss semua ice-cream keluar!! Sempat lagi aku fikir, haii rumah aku bersepah-sepah, baju tak angkat lagi, potty beebob belum tukar… kesian Wani… dia mesti mengemas tu!!!!

The next day, Saturday, I was discharged. Still tak berani nak makan lagi. I only ate ice-creams and oats. Sampai rumah, semua dah clean. Wani tgh basuh baju lagi yang melambak, mama lipatkan baju2 yang bertimbun, Wani kemas, sapu, semua…. Tks so much!!! Aku pon tidoooo………….still sakit. Later that night my mum hangkut aku balik Melaka, sebab abah sakit dada, nak pergi hospital kat Melaka. Rudy plak ade shooting lagi esok nye. Mama risau takde org jaga aku. Oh I really appreciate it!! I love u guys to bits! Terharu gitu…. tapi ade konflik gak nak ikut balik ke nak stay kat umah sendiri. Pikirkan Yang Yang ade shooting and I will be alone at home, I followed them balik Melaka.

I would like to thank everyone yang visit with all those balloons, flowers, ice-creams, cakes, etc, and the prayers. I am getting better now. Thanks a lot to my family especially Wani who helped to clean the house and doing the laundry, cooking the porridge [ended up dia makan sendiri!] and spent her birthday at home taking care of me. Next year kita celebrate gempak ehh! And tks to my husband yang temankan tidur malam kat ward [maklumlah I kan penakut] even he’s busy with work and shooting, he always be there for me. Love u babeh!

---- I am still eating ice-creams and baby cereal to survive -----

not that good

2009-08-06T07:03:00.001+08:00

26 days in July 2009

2009-07-26T04:32:00.002+08:00

To my surprise, 26 days has passed in July 2009. Seriously, I thought it is still June. There are so many things happened in July. Few weddings, few funerals a vacation and also normal daily boring routine. Emotions are running ups and downs. Frustration, contentment, everything.

Attended his cousin’s and also his ex-colleague’s wedding. I am not sure why, every time I attended weddings, it gives me an excited feeling and also goose bumps at the same time. I feel like crying sometimes. Oh I know I am being emotional…. [when 2 souls become 1 in a holy ceremony, with all the nice environment and deco, with all the people that u love around u… yada yada…] the best part is the food served. Me and him, we always eager to taste the ayam masak merah!

After few years suffering from leukemia and few other illnesses, Pak Lang has rest his soul to meet the Almighty. Pak Lang left Mak Lang, a daughter and a son. Mak Lang is a very strong women, I believe she can handle it well. Semoga roh Pak Lang dicucuri rahmat, Al- Fatihah ..

MJ and the latest is Yasmin Ahmad has also met the Almighty. May they rest in peace as well.

Ok, life goes on….

We finally reached Krabi Thailand for our vacation. Nice beaches, nice people and also nice food. Not a place for shopping tho’. Next vacation, pls find somewhere I can shop yeah Sayang! Bandung perhaps?? ;)

Baby Ariana is 2 month old on 25/07/2009. She has officially made her first visit to our home, her first visit to few of my favorite shopping complexes [well melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnye kan..] and she behaves very well. Ariana is a cute baby with piercing voice when she cries!! I love you SOMELL!

Hopefully the rest of 5 days in July will be joyful and bring happiness to all!

Till then, chow for now!

here comes the weekend!!

2009-06-20T03:53:00.001+08:00

I started the weekend with driving from Kota Damansara to Kelana Jaya, to Manjalara, to Kampung Pandan, back to Manjalara, to Kelana Jaya and finally back home in one piece! I should do this often because I started to like driving around town with my little knowledge on direction. I just follow my heart and of course the sign boards ok! and plus the help from my friends [a good looking part time model with a mobile with GPS but he claimed the GPS is not functioning, but I believe he does not know how to use it and 2 cute girls who turned my car into a Red Box small sized room!] sheesh! So helpful of you guys ok!

Let it be my personal greatest achievement in driving tonite. Without having thousands of phone calls to get directions from Rudy. I am proud of myself! When I reached home, my butt is numb because of driving and I had brain freeze and my stomach is crammed because we had laughed a lot along the journey and at the fish and chips stall in Kampung Pandan. Keras perot mak gelak noks!

I hope the weekend can make me happy !! Happy weekend uolls!

Lazy

2009-06-11T19:00:00.000+08:00

I am so lazy.
I have so many things to update in this blog but I am so lazy
I do not know why I am so lazy
I just want to be lazy

Chronicles of Ariana Arissa

2009-06-03T23:02:00.009+08:00

Monday 25/05/2009: 12.30 AM
After watching movie and supper lite-lite and sesi salam-salam dan kiss-kiss, me and Yang-yang bertolak nak balik KL. Semua orang insist suruh balik the next day. Tapi aku nak balik jugak, kerja lah…. nak cuti kerja melambak.

My youngest brother Ayie:
‘Korang balik lah, kang tetiba Kak Wani nak beranak macam mane? Kene pusing balik’
Rudy pon jawab:
‘kitorang pusing lah balik’
Ayie ckp lagi:
‘Kalau dah masuk tol?’
Rudy jawab lagi:
‘keluarlah kat exit mane-mane’
Ayie Tanya lagi:
‘kalau dah sampai KL?’
Kitorang jawab:
‘balik lah Melaka balik!’

Ok, lalalaaaaa we oll drive heading to Ayer Keroh. Drive happy-happy snap-snap gambar, camwhore shok sendiri dalam kereta.

Rudy’s hand phone rang [masa ni kat Bukit Katil - pelikkan Melaka ni, katil pun ade bukit]
Ayie: Korang kat mane? Kak Wani nak beranak ni
Rudy: Dah lah Ayie ko jgn nak maen-maen
Ayie: Betol doh
Rudy: Dah lah mangkok jangan nak tipuuuuuu
Ayie: Betol, tunggu kat Pantai jer, kejap lagi kitorang sampai. Tak caye, nah cakap ngan Abah.

He passed the phone to Abah!!!!

Alamak, sayang, betullah Wani nak beranak!!!

I called Mama pulak,

‘Ma, ape cerita?’

‘Ha ah Wani dah nak beranak ni. Tengah Isya’ rakaat kedua tadi dia jerit-jerit ade air keluar. Ketuban dah pecahh!’

Oh My God. Masin ok mulut Ayie!!!!
So we waited for them at the hospital.

Lebih kurang 1.00 AM:
They reached the hospital and the nurses did a check up on Wani. The water has broke but there’s no opening yet. She was sent to the Labour suite.

Me, Mama and Shidan bergilir-gilir temankan dia.
Uwekkkk, muntah dan she started to have the hiccups. Habiss semua burger, nasik, bubur, ayam masak Chencuan keluar. Its all because of the pain killer. Hiccups tak hilang-hilang lagi. Tersedu-sedan. Still tak bukak lagi

3.00 AM:
Dah start sakit and the contraction dah ade sikit-sikit. Tetiba blood pressure naik pulak. Cuak agaknya nak beranak. Heeeee… if am not mistaken, dah bukak 2 cm. Me, Rudy, Ayie and Shidan stayed in the hospital while Mama, Abah and Idir balik rumah.

7.00 AM:
After sembahyang Subuh, I went to the labour room. She still has the hiccups which made her feeling uncomfortable plus the contraction pain. Kesian sangat. Sakit sangat.

Tengah sakit sangat masa ni. Sampai tertidur semenet.

9.00 AM:
Me, Rudy and Ayie keluar breakfast and cari makanan kat Jusco. Sempat lepak Coffee Bean minum-minum kopi secawan dua. Dalam hati Tuhan jer yang tahu kerisauan aku!

11.00 AM:
Mama, Abah and Idir sampai. Mama teman her in the labour while Shidan balik rumah Mak dia amek air selusuh. The doctor said, its 4 cm already. Anak sulung mesti 10 cm. Adoyaii lagi nam cm. Lama lagI tu. The contraction was every 2 minutes.

1.00 PM:
Shidan text Rudy from the labour:
‘Doctor dah start suruh Wani teran ni, dah nak beranak’
I guess he was so nervous at that time!!
We all gathered in front of the labour suite. Tetiba Mama keluar and ask me to teman her. Masuklah adek panggil. Oh my God!!! Aku??? Aku nak masuk labour room ke??? gile!!!!!! Menggigil kepala lutut ok!!
Adik aku punya pasal, aku masuk jugak. Tuhan saja yang tahu betapa nebes nye mak!!!

Doctor, midwives nurses all dah pakai disposable plastic apron bagai. Scissors, syringe, etc dah ready on the table. Alamak. Its really the time to bring the baby out lah!!! and I was in the room!!! Panic… panic….[but maintain cool je. Kang aku panic, orang yang nak beranak lagi panic!] Dr. Anisah was very lemah lembut dan Co-ool ok! tak marah-marah pon kalau Wani tak teran, lek-lek jer. I really like her lah. Tapi yang tak boleh tahan, dia cakap:
‘You sister dia kan?’
‘Meh, tengok kepala baby dah nampak, suruh sister you push siket jer lagi’
Teragak-agak jugak aku nak tengok, ngeriii ok. Tapi aku tengok lite-lite jugak lah. And bagi semangat kat adik aku suruh push lagi. Dia boleh nak telelap plak! Iyaleh penat, dah 12 jam bergelut sakit dan tak tidur.

Doctor Anisah yang co-ool!

3 kali push, doctor dah jab pain killer and was holding a scissor. Terketar lutut ok tengok! 2 kali aku dengar bunyi guntingan ituuu!! Finally, after 2 /3 kali push, keluarlah kepala si kenit!!! Dan doctor pon tarik!! Dah keluarrrr!!!!

Itu dia dah keluar!!!!

Alhamdulillah.. selamat semuanya.

As soon as I step out from the labour suite, my feet feel like jellies!! Lembik dan menggigil! Feel like forever to reach the room where everybody is waiting. Tadi masa dalam labour suite tu aku belakon je macho!! Kang kalau lemah semangat tengok darah, gunting, jarum semua, aku pulak pengsan. Kan ke sia-sia!

‘Dah baby dah keluar!!!’

Semua orang berlari keluar heading to the labour suite, Ayie and Rudy, of course with their camera!!!

Ariana Arissa, 2.64 kg, born on 25/05/2009.

Congratulations to Wani and Shidan!!!
[Congratulations to myself also sebab tak pengsan!]

Welcome to the world Anak Buahku. Jangan notty-notty ok!!!

Setelah selamat semuanya. Kepala aku dah ting-tong dah masa ni. Wani: LAPAAAAA....

Ade lagi banyak pictures in the labour yang sempat aku snap dengan tangan yang terketar-ketar, exclusive ok! gambar baby tengah keluar pon ade. But private lah of course!! ;)

Well done Wani and Ariana!! Love you so much!!!

Home is where i wanna be

2009-04-20T23:09:00.005+08:00

Nothing can beat the happiness to be at home.

Home cook dinner:

Pasta for him
BBQ chicken wing for us

Carrot soup for me

Watching TV together:

And.........

Enjoying the crispy, new duvet cover set!

Oh I really love to be at home!

Cat Grass part 2

2009-04-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

Entry ini adalah lanjutan kepada entry yang sebelummya, mengenai rumput untuk kucing [dan juga menjawap pertanyaan saudari Haida dan yang seangkatan dengan nya yang tak berapa tahu pasal kucing]

Walaupon kucing adalah haiwan karnivor, tetapi mereka juga mempunyai keinginan dan kadang kala mengidam (crave) untuk menikmati sumber makanan daripada tumbuh-tumbuhan. Ini adalah untuk system penghadaman mereka kerana tumbuh-tumbuhan mengandungi paras serat (fiber) yang tinggi dan mereka sangka dengan memakan tumbuh-tumbuhan boleh menjaga kesihatan dan boleh merampingkan badan [tapi kalau makan rumput 3 helai lepas tu makan Iams dan Fancy Feast 3 mangkuk sehari memanglah tidak reasonable untuk merampingkan badan]. Macam kita juga, makan salad untuk berdiet tetapi lepas makan salad, belasah burger yang bapak besar [ok saya bercakap mengenai diri sendiri, sekadar peringatan kita bersama]. Menurut sumber-sumber bacaan dari internet, ada masanya kucing merasa bosan memakan makanan yang berasaskan protein seperti ikan dan daging. Mereka juga kadang-kadang bosan memakan Iams tetapi saya tidak rasa mereka bosan memakan Fancy Feast [ok ini tidak dinyatakan dalam internet, saya yang pandai-pandai menokok tambah berdasarkan pengalaman membesarkan 2 ekor kucing]

Kucing menganggap pokok-pokok dan rumput-rampai sebagai makanan ringan atau pon snek. Memakan rumput juga ada kaitan dengan natural behaviour kucing-kucing liar yang hidup di hutan [chewah pepandai sahaje aku ini]. Jadi untuk mengelakkan kucing-kucing kita memakin pokok tanaman dan hiasan yang mungkin beracun, kita belikanlah rumput yang khas untuk mereka. Dijamin selamat dan tidak perlu berjumpa vet dan mengeluarkan duit untuk merawat kucing kita yang sakit perut akibat memakan daun keladi Ikea itu. Diharap penerangan in dapat memberi sedikit pengetahuan kepada anda semua.

Sekian,
Ikhlas dari saya, seorng ibu kepada 2 ekor kucing gemokk.

tidak sempat untuk mengambil gambar semasa rumput sedang segar setinggi lebih kurang 10 cm. Telah dimakan oleh kucing-kucing kesayangan saya.

Habis tercabut dan bersepah-sepah. Sedap sangat gamaknya. Minggu depan kena beli lagi ..... nak cari yang ada dressing pulak lah. Thousand Island kerrr.... heeeeee

Cat Grass

2009-04-13T01:15:00.004+08:00

I bought this last week. The grass has grown well and actually has been already eaten by Beebob and Chuey for these few days. They like it! I hope they won’t eat my daun keladi Ikea anymore. Not only the keladi might harm them, but also sangat nampak buruk macam kena ragut dengan kambeng!

So with the cat grass, its easy job. Cost: RM12.90. I got it from a pet shop at new wing OU.

1. Pierce the 6 holes at the bottom of the container
2. Remove the lid
3. Place tray in a warm and humid area (contohnya, in a bathroom near to sunlight)
4. Grass will sprout within 5 to 10 days. Move container to a bright location Contohnya, di balcony rumah anda)

5. Grass is ready when it reaches 10cm (do not allow pet to eat substrate – it has no nutritive value: walaubagaimana pon, kucing aku makan jugak. Hoh!)

He said to me just now:
Jangan nanti Diorang berak dalam tray tu sudah!

Ade harapan juga ok! Kuceng-kuceng aku memang agak gila meroyan! (tak tahu lah kenapa gila, nak kata tak cukup attention, attention melebih-lebih. Yang-yang also sometimes tak mendapat attention begitu ok!)

Gud night folks and happy Monday. Shit! Its Monday already!